I feel like you're in the same place with CB that you used to be in with me, but that he isn't quite as patient and willing to look past all of that to see the awesome person that you are. But I don't think he's a bad guy at all, I really don't. I've spent time with him in real life and he's a pretty neat guy. A bit uncomfortably honest sometimes, and sometimes he lets his desire to tell a funny joke get in the way of being kind to people, but I don't think he's a bad person at all.
And I'm sure that everyone is disliked by at least one mod. I don't think that the mods on the whole dislike you or want to ruin KR
for you, just that a couple of them don't like you personally. Which just happens sometimes, you know? But I don't think the mods are united in trying to treat you poorly by any stretch.
I hope you don't go, but if you need a break for your sake, then I hope it's a healthy one.