after my goodbye post. in pros & cons. co insidence!

w/e the reason, i'm done here.


i just paid for a sub a few months ago. don't tell me there's no mod conspiracy, when they write to me saying they don't like me, ect.

this place has just taken the last bit of energy i'll give it.

& no, i won't check on the responces, they're so predictable.
i'm stoned, paranoid, yeah

you paid?
Even if you don't visit, you should still be able?
I think you got a 6 month sub is what happened and it ran out,
hushhhhh.
Its ok dear.
Come back to us in the morning when you're not stoned off your tits,
maybe you'll stay?
love
Bleedingheart.

wha? i'm always stoned!!! i don't get out of bed until i smoke a lot of good weed.

co-insidence or not, it's a sign that i'm on here too much. this board isn't big enough for me & the mobies & their admirers.

i'm tired of the same **** for a year & chris following me around, ect.

i may continue to communicate w/some of you, but i don't want to post anymore.

& Bleedingheart, you're so !

I feel like you're in the same place with CB that you used to be in with me, but that he isn't quite as patient and willing to look past all of that to see the awesome person that you are. But I don't think he's a bad guy at all, I really don't. I've spent time with him in real life and he's a pretty neat guy. A bit uncomfortably honest sometimes, and sometimes he lets his desire to tell a funny joke get in the way of being kind to people, but I don't think he's a bad person at all.

And I'm sure that everyone is disliked by at least one mod. I don't think that the mods on the whole dislike you or want to ruin KR for you, just that a couple of them don't like you personally. Which just happens sometimes, you know? But I don't think the mods are united in trying to treat you poorly by any stretch.

I hope you don't go, but if you need a break for your sake, then I hope it's a healthy one.

If you are reading this, luvs ya

I want you to come back but if they're existence bothers you you should take a break. But realize they'll still be here when you come back, because well. Look at them. Squatters

I'm leaving soon as well so there is always fb/cybergov!

Besos