The thought of them makes my stomach turn. I fear that I will get a bot fly maggot growing in my skin. I made this fear worse by watching all these videos of bot flies being extracted because for some reason I still find it all hilarious. Then again I have now had three nightmares now of maggots in my skin.
I also fear having a blood clot, stroke, heart attack.
&&& someone I love killing themselves, or me not killing myself in time before dementia or some old people **** happens and I get stuck in a home or worse.