oh forever? or just temporarily?

+ got up early this morning to go for a run like some sort of healthy disciplined person
+ galia melon
+ three and a half weeks until my holiday/wedding celebrations
+ definitely going to have enough spending money for the holiday now
- my house ****ing stinks and i can't figure out why. everything's pretty clean. the kitchen bin is empty. no dead bodies lying around.
- starting to wonder if the cats have hidden a dead rodent somewhere which is now decomposing
- trying to figure out what to do with my life and choose from two very very different job paths
- both of which require training which costs money

-I'm having the worst period cramping in years (for the past 14 hours)
+made good money this month
-I have to move at the end of the month and I don't want to
+but I'm looking at some places that might let me have a pet
+work is going well
-I got too drunk at a guy friend's house a few nights ago and vomited ALL OVER his living room (marinara sauce was in my stomach from spaghetti I had eaten earlier and now his carpet is stained orange)

jesus me too! is it HOT where you are? because im blaming it on that

- EVERYONE is ****ing me off, i wish i could just **** OFFFFFFFFFFF and leave all these idiots behind

well I'm having my mom take her for a few years, as I'm going abroad..so I don't know how temporary temporarily is in this case. I'm selling/giving all stuff in the apartment, and it's getting emptier and it's freaking her out I think. It really breaks my heart, cos she's so lovely, and we've been through all these years of randomness together (Yes non cat lovers, I'm still speaking of my cat), but I have no choice.

That is tough untouchable

++ Found a beautiful apartment so close to the school that I want soooo bad
- Will cry if I don't get it
+ Took my first driving lesson today and it went well, instructor said I should easily get the hang of things
-/+ Have massive feelings towards good guy friend but I am leaving soon and blah blah blah I am a *****
- New health card picture to be taken tomorrow
+ Looking good today, better look good tomorrow too for my picture