I've been meaning to reply to Seventeen's original post but kept getting off track so I'll do my best to reply without interruptions:
Firstly, well done on successfully navigating sobriety for nearly a year now!
I'm thinking, maybe part of your current malaise surrounding KR
has something to do with you thinking of KR
as your erstwhile "getting high" diary. You've moved on and perhaps what you find triggering is the prospect of people randomly posting about stuff you did whilst in the throes of your addiction? Kind of like that Richard Pryor sketch where he talked about being sober and having to deal with people constantly pointing out "Wow, remember when you were freebasing and stuck your fist up the *** of that elephant?" Maybe during your real life changes you subliminally consigned KR
to the place where you diarised your non-sober stuff and while you posted about so many aspects of your life, you somehow, in the recesses of your mind, equate posting on here as the conduit to your drug-****edness?
Of course, this place has been pretty **** lately so I can understand why people sober or non-sober find it difficult to relate to.
Whatever the case, I hope you don't entirely bail on this place as I won't be the only person to miss you....