well that's good.

because i hate reading yours.

this way it all balances out.

it keeps us on an even keel so to speak.

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some of my customers want me to suck their *****es. i tell them allah did not create my mouth for that purpose.

I've been meaning to reply to Seventeen's original post but kept getting off track so I'll do my best to reply without interruptions:

Firstly, well done on successfully navigating sobriety for nearly a year now!

I'm thinking, maybe part of your current malaise surrounding KR has something to do with you thinking of KR as your erstwhile "getting high" diary. You've moved on and perhaps what you find triggering is the prospect of people randomly posting about stuff you did whilst in the throes of your addiction? Kind of like that Richard Pryor sketch where he talked about being sober and having to deal with people constantly pointing out "Wow, remember when you were freebasing and stuck your fist up the *** of that elephant?" Maybe during your real life changes you subliminally consigned KR to the place where you diarised your non-sober stuff and while you posted about so many aspects of your life, you somehow, in the recesses of your mind, equate posting on here as the conduit to your drug-****edness?

Of course, this place has been pretty **** lately so I can understand why people sober or non-sober find it difficult to relate to.

Whatever the case, I hope you don't entirely bail on this place as I won't be the only person to miss you....

why do you retards discuss me when i'm not even in the goddamn thread?

i really wish i wouldn't have used my real name when signing up for kittyradio. i think that's where i went wrong, to be honest.

the *****iness would hurt less if you ****s couldn't call me out by my real name. anyway, i'm leaving kr, too. in a few weeks. i'm going to disappear and none of you will ever hear from me again. and you *****s can speculate all you want.

and, also, f-you ryan for discussing me w/ other kr members outside of kr. you always told me you never did that.

for ****'s sake, knock it off.

with the namedropping.

i didn't even name search, i'm just ****ing reading the damn thread.

god, you guys are obsessed with me.

you're really sensitive lately, aaron.

i want the old devil-may-care aaron back.

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some of my customers want me to suck their *****es. i tell them allah did not create my mouth for that purpose.