funny, but when i had the means and indifference to do it but somehow survived (time and time a ****ing GAIN) i did NOT want to tell anyone about it.

but when i'm not homeless in portland shooting up black tar into my veins and falling out on sidewalks? and walking into traffic accidentally? i get so melodramatic. but when **** is really that bad, i pretend it's going well.

there's really not a point to that, i just love your consistent suicide threads and hope you stick around. :angel:

i hope your ****ing life falls apart someday.

just so you might get an inkling of what other people go through.

you spoiled jew ******.

who said anything about killing theirself?

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some of my customers want me to suck their *****es. i tell them allah did not create my mouth for that purpose.

this also simply isn't true.

people who are serious make several bids for attention and cries for help before they actually do it.

they attempt it several times and eventually they succeed.

i can't believe someone with your level of education feels so comfortable mocking people with serious mental disabilities and substance abuse problems. there are lots of people on kr who need to grow the **** up, you included.

i'm not really sure how people think "trying to get attention" on the INTERNET matters to people this ****ed up?

i mean, are you for real? not to agree with aaron or anything, but ****. does it matter WHY he posted this? i don't think so. i think what matters is that he posted it. and you aren't going through that kind of severely ****ed thing, so just let it be. i don't know. it's one of the only zen ideas i have about life, so i must stand behind it.