Maybe you should ask Ramon to be a vessel for your sperms. OH WAIT, HE'S A MAN (sort of, reluctantly). Which seems to neatly point out the crux of your problem: you seem to see women as so totally abject, at the same time as holding them to standards of ideal femininity that no-one could hope to reach, that I don't think you'll ever find a real woman you deem 'worthy' of you. Why not just admit you're gay already.

I think Barkston wishes all women were raped and murdered in a ditch. I tell you, watch this space for KR's first serial killer. He probably got that leg sore from an infected bite from one of his victims.

I honestly wouldn't be at all surprised to find out that was precisely the case, which is one of the main reasons that I don't mind heaping so much abuse on him. Between his injuries, his past traumas and his glaring impotence when it comes to virtually every aspect of his life, I'd not be shocked at all to see him thinking himself clever enough to get away with a spot of murder now and again, just to 'show those *****es who's boss.'

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****phobia: The fear that a man will treat you the way that you treat women.

You are certainly getting warmer. But alas I did not get my leg problem from a bite.

My cat scratches me on my hands every once in a while but those wounds mend just fine.

No the leg is a very isolated problem.

Frankly, I wish I was impotent. It would make my life easier. Your sex drive doesn't care that the only goal of the object of its affections (women) is to make your life psychologically and spiritually miserable at all costs and financially miserable if the state or the neighborhood will allow it.
As I said in one of my other posts, *sarcastic paraphrase coming* pray for the sunlit utopian day when I can hand over my entire identity or even free time or desire to have a separate identity, over to a woman, be it a girlfriend, mistress or wife. Life is never so good as when you are a slave to the leader.

I have yet to see a single marriage in the world not ruled by this rather dysfunctional dynamic.