It's 6am in the British Isles so that is why we are not talking. Except me, but I should calm down and go to bed soon.

Menthols are a bit gross, but I roll cigarettes with menthol filters. They taste ok.

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Beverly Thrills: I have two questions.

If you had a friend of 15+ years and they said to you "I don't respect you as a person, I pity you"

and you had another friend of 15+ years and they said "You have done nothing with your life. You aren't married. You have no kids. You care nothing about a career"

1. If two lifelong friends said that to you before breaking off all contact with you except when they needed something, what would you think of them?

and considering the way the world is...

2.are they justified in saying such things to another human being?

Thrillar. Happy birthday to you. I want to be drunk right now. On the internet.

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Originally Posted by LaBellaVita
The last **** I saw, was so ****ing ugly it literally sent me into a depression. I became suicidal for a week.

actualy [sic] I have quite a blessed life if I'm honest. I have many people to love, hate few and have few money problem's [sic].... What more does a person need? Oh yeah and I have some kind of humbleness unlike you of course ^_^ ~ CarefulCarpenter

i am hungover on the internet right now.

so i postponed my work from today to thursday or friday.

i'm going to make miso tom yam soup.

then watch old black and white brit war films on tv

I know you're not asking me, but I would think the first and second are totally different statements. If a close friend said they pitied me, I'd be hurt, but then a close friend wouldn't put it that way, even if they did pity you. They'd try to put it in a way that would help you, not just make you feel like ****. So if they said #1 to me, I would probably have no interest in being their friend anymore, although since they've known me 15 yrs, I would probably at least glance at my life and see if anything about it engendered pity.

As for the second one, thats easier. Marriage, kids and career do not an important life make. Are you doing what YOU want to do? Are you happy? Do you do anything to better the world? You could be a single childless Walmart employee, but if you spent all your spare time painting, hanging out with friends, and volunteering for mentally ill children's organizations, then I don't think there's anything wrong with your life, and your life is not a failure.