all group meetings are full of stuck ups. i just wanna be like if there wasn't assholes like you in the world stressing people out by trying to conform them to your standards of civility i wouldn't be here in the first place. except for aa meetings. those are just so wtf it's okay. those peoples problems make me feel ok about my life.

so what i'm saying is if you aren't benefitting from the group sessions, don't go. the man can't make you. unless you're in a ward and even then you can just stay in bed they'll just keep you there longer.

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yeah, how come people are dragging you there, chyia?

is this some kind of court-ordered thing?

or did you make "friends" there who are peer-pressuring you to go for the sake of white humanity?

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some of my customers want me to suck their *****es. i tell them allah did not create my mouth for that purpose.

No. i was guilt-tripped there. Which nobody really needs to do tbh bc I not only guilt trip myself, I buy my own ticket & practicaly own the travel agency
This time it was my doc & my dau's doc, who were all "You guys are suicidalZ! " OR SOMETHING. i WAS LIKE, JUST LEMME GIVE THIS CHILD SOME KLONOPIN SO SHE CAN SLEEP, AND GIVE HER SOMETHING FOR TEH HEADACHES AND WE'LL GET THRU IT".

Yup, I yelled. Eventually
So they're kinda holding me for ransom so they'll treat my childrens. But now they can't. Bc as Glam Petals said, obv I'm not profitting from it, my kids rly do not need me to go thru this aggravation, and now even the group "facilitators" are like wtf get outta here...lol

I mean. Stupidity squared is not a de-stressing thing to witness on a weekly basis imo

Chia, non-compliant, ****em

i only tried going today because they having something called "mental health court diversion program" (lol)

& i'm trying to be a good boy and comply w/ their ****ing 12 step circle jerk of finding jesus bull****.

on the positive side i should have my anti-psychotics promptly.

mother is still refusing me half an oxy to rail meanwhile i'm sure she's nodding off.

at this juncture.

and duly noted so forth and hereafter.

it's too bad they don't think honesty is a good idea in the bereavement meetings. which makes them a sham, IMO

good for you. and when the doc calls you crazy, tell him when he finds you a group where complete honesty is appreciated and expected, youll attend. otherwise he can kiss your honky sass.

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