- am missing iggy pop and stooges, sonic youth and primal scream by being ill.
+ its too fucking hot and they'll all burn.

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No tongue, my lipstick!

+ i haven't trimmed my pubes or ass hair in six months and guys are into it.
+hangover has faded
-wasted about $400 this week at the pub.
+found an amazing couple on xtube who post great MMF videos, where the guy ass fucks his buddies for the first time (supposedly) while they eat out his wife.
-no money left for cologne, which i hoped to start wearing.
+the rain has let up and i see blue sky.
+am at the perfect point in my stubble cycle for maximum hottness...face isn't too shaved or too scruffy and it's aligned up with a saturday night (read: probably getting laid).
-gay marriage not legalized in maine, ruining my chances of moving there and marrying a man who will respond with "ayuh" when i ask if he wants to fuck my hairy jock hole.

- Could not get the green out of my hair, even though I bleached it twice (40min each time) with super strong bleach I mixed myfuckingself
-/+ It'll be yellow enough, I guess. But with lime green
- Hung out with bad friend and it was awkward
+ I like to think she felt the awkwardness and felt like a bad friend
+ Leaving soon to drink

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So I'm watching as his wings spread as wide as could be
Come on now and wrap them around me

- having to be the fucking advice line for hapless boy who is in love with my disinterested housemate

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- winter. it got dark at 4pm today. i slept for 17 hours straight last night. then managed to stay awake for 3 hours, then slept for 7 more.
+/- the internet
- exams. soon. sooner than i want to think about.
+ still excited about the concert i went to the other day. my life needs more crazy cembalo-playing conductors and hot german contratenors.
+ amity's signature
+ monday will be busy and there will be no time to sleep or contemplate how much my life sucks. just much needed brain food.