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Old 02-03-2009, 01:22 AM
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i like you more now. unless this another attention grab.
Like all the way up in his **** and even that is in a cast! I don't feel so bad for myself now.

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Old 02-03-2009, 01:42 AM
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i like you more now. unless this another attention grab.
LOL. This is NO concoction of imagination. This terror really happened. It's like a bad dream...you can't believe its real..you feel numb.

My friends turned on me.
I almost lost my leg
My family didn't give a FUUUUCKK
Doctors didn't "really" give a FUUUUCK
I almost got addicted to pain pills
I was too injured to buy a shotgun to kill myself
Some Days I wake up or I'm somewhere I just start crying or have hysterical anxiety for no reason
I hate being in my house and or owning anything and want to leave and sometimes get an irrational feeling of panic about just fleeing.
I can't walk normally anymore, have no feeling in my shin.

Now I know what it means to live in a "terror state". You "wake up" and realize that you were living in a horror where completely indefensible things were accepted as normal by utterly evil people masquerading as human beings only because they are a majority or in power or some other source of "authority".

Live in that state long enough and eventually you forget what it means to have feelings at all because your own are never acknowledged or defended by anyone else.

That's how the prisoners become institutionalized in prison, how jews were made to submit to their fate at Auschwitz, how Stalin made 300 million Russians utterly submit to his will or kill themselves just to be "free" in the only way left to them. I sometimes still think about suicide because I literally can't believe the true nature of the people in my life, how little I meant to them, how little I've always meant to them. how little I mean to a doctor even or a neighbor.

It's all just a nightmare.
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Old 02-03-2009, 01:51 AM
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Look at the bright side! At least you aren't in denial anymore.
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Old 02-03-2009, 01:54 AM
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I am going to relocate to central america permanently.

To answer the previous question. I was in an accident and got a deep cut on my shin/leg. I put neosporin on it thinking it was "just another wound" and it got infected but would never heal and then it became an abscess in 3 places and developed cellulitis and a fungus. My shin looked like it had a massive blood clot with gangrene tossed in for good measure. I couldn't walk. Internists and Plastic Surgeons merely shook their heads in amazement and gave me antibiotics and painkilers (the painkillers to suit their concept of my pain..not mine). After OVER a year of back and forth and lots of picking/peeling dead skin with tweezers, A bacteriologist at Johns Hopkins finally identified it as a rare class of drug resistent bacteria and basically said "your other doctors are morons..this could have killed you"

The pain I endured deserves its own paragraph. I bit soft towels to sleep. I had to prop my leg at a 45 degree angle for days. Merely showering required 3 percocets, walking was out of the question as was sitting normally for more than 15 min. I wore a protective cast and averaged only 15 min in the outside world a day for months. I failed a whole semester of classes and had to drop the next. I found out what my friends were really all about when some of them didn't even call or email once to ask how I was doing and most basically considered what happened to me no less than what I was due in life.

I don't ever want this to happen to anyone else...let this be a dual lesson to all of you not just on sanitation, but also on "human nature" in both physicians and friends. This was what finally convinced me for all times that nobody really gives a **** about anyone.
so is the john hopkins guy able to fix it now? or is the damage done. can you sue?

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wow i didn't know it was possible to feel lucky that i only BROKE my leg last year. but yeah i totally do now.
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