you make an excellent point. thanks for helping me see my post for what it really is. you're so intelligent. green dot!

um no

quoting the entire post? REALLY? i mean, one would assume that when you replied to a thread it meant you read it. especially so if you felt the need to unnecessarily quote the ENTIRE thread and not just the 1/10 of the post that you were actually replying to, bright star.

now for my reply to your reply

NO I DID NOT CHOOSE A CRACKED OUT WHITE SUPREMACIST FOR A ROOMMATE. i clearly stated in your reading and quoting material that HER MOM is/was a white supremacist. and how fucking WHITE of you to assume i'm even white. read before busting out your cockfingers.

what i DID do was let a KID who worked with me almost every day for 9 months drug free move into my house when she had nowhere to go. what i DID do is offer this kid help when no one else could, would, or wanted to help her because of the shit she's been through which WAS NOT HER FAULT. she's a product of some cracked out racist bitch and her drug dealer and was eventually abandoned and thrown into the lovely system that is children services and has NEVER IN HER FUCKING LIFE had a stable home, much less a stable home life. and i welcomed her into my home and helped her set goals and think of her future. her mom popped back up and we lost. and now my former roommate is a former co worker and a new drug addict.

AND FUCK YOU for implying that i should be upset with myself for (what you ignorantly thought was) me choosing a cracked out white supremacist as a roommate. PEOPLE DON'T STOP HATING BY BEING HATED. YOU CAN'T HELP AN AT RISK KID GROW INTO A CARING PRODUCTIVE ADULT BY NOT HELPING AND BEING JUDGMENTAL BECAUSE THEY HAVE SICK PARENTS.
if anything i'm proud of myself for not being a stereotypical asshole like yourself and i have no regrets about letting her into my home. even after everything that's happened. i learned alot about racism, drugs, css, foster homes, MYSELF, esn changes, etc etc.

AND THIS IS NOT EVEN WHAT THIS THREAD IS/WAS ABOUT BUT THANKS ANYWAY.

thanks violet pixie and rotten berry. i'm off to work and will reply later this evening.

yeah, her mom is a real piece of work. she was livid when she found her daughter was getting real help cos that meant her daughter wouldn't be selling her xanax and vicodin for her, which she's getting free off medicaid and disability. and her daughter wouldn't be available to watch her 2 year old sister (yeah, crackhead, keep em comin.) while she chased her baby daddy around town.
i didn't really get the phone thing sorted. they pulled my credit card and shut down the account (which is why "mom" freaked out) and i had to go make a police report and verizon's fraud dept is working it out now. in the meantime, my lovely friend added us to her family plan. amazing.
done. we took 8 industrial sized garbage bags full of just clothes to goodwill. 3 of my friends/coworkers helped me go thru it all and get it out and it took us a week. and you would not believe the shit we found. we took pictures to document it all and man, it makes me want to throw up just typing about it.
hahaha! we found out she's not staying at the motel 6, just using the motel 6 swimming pool. and the description sounds the same as yours.

this was my first encounter with the meth and it's been a real fucking experience. and i've had some experiences. the police have informed them both that they are not to come around my shit. i do not fuck with people when it comes to this shit. for her to jet wasn't too surprising, that's what she's accustomed to. but for her to fuck with my phone and my bank account, no fucking ma'am.
and though all of this could've easily gotten me down in the past, i've found an incredible amount of support from my community, co workers, and friends (present company included) and that just makes me too thankful, happy, and hopeful.

heh, sort of reminds me of a situation that happened to my best friend recently.

My best friend, who lives with her boyfriend and their son, offered a friend's 18 yo sister to move in with them 'cause she hadn't a place to go. The agreement was no parties, rent on time, you know, understandable rules like that when there's a 3yo present and you have a family. So this chick instead has parties when they aren't home, lies about it even though there is blatant evidence, doesn't pay rent, the situation escalades when some of her "friends" steal their money to buy GUNS and then go on a robbing and shooting escapade and then the girl wonders why he said "you're out. now. and give me the fucking keys." "but where am i gunna go?" wtf bitch.

what a lovely world, eh?

i dont like 2008's aura all that much.

the only thing going for it is that it's a multiple of 4, and is only 4 years from 2012