so. i've had a new life experience. xanax and vodka. not a good mix, i guess. i was saving the xanax for christmas eve with family(to take at the right time), but unfortunately i acquired a pint of vodka the night before. and a couple of extra xanax pils. so, this morning, when my dad and brother arrived to come get me for the festivities...I was still hiccuping and stumbling around. wheni got into the car, they both said i was "DOPED UP" and had to get out of the car and go back. I called my dad later and told him i drank vodka for the first time in my life last night, and begged him to still let me spend the night for christmas eve. He said he'd think about. Jesus ****ing christ. I hate it when I black out. And i wouldnt have, if i hadnt taken the xanax. It's all about timing, really, with chemicals. and I ****ed that part up.
SO HOWS YOUR CHRISTMAS EVE?

I almost wish I had your drama.

snow + holidays are so disgustingly boring.

and once your family thinks your 'doped up' i don't think there's any going back

i love this thread. high five.

Oh...I'm sooooo jealous. I would kill for some kind of mind altering substance at this point.

the worst part of it is they're both police officers, so they were like "WHAT DO YOU THINK WE DO FOR A LIVING? I CAN SEE YOUR PUPILS".