lately on perezhilton.com i've been seeing ads for a gay personals site, with two hot guys cuddled up and asleep. it's very sweet.
i think i've gone as far as i can with my sleaze fetish. i've built up a resistance, whereas neglect of all things romantic and satisfying in the long term has become more and more potent.
i walk in on guys ****ing in bar bathrooms and don't care. but seeing two guys walking down the street and holding hands is a huge turn on.
debaser seems like he'd be a great boyfriend. he's always going to concerts and doing cool ****. i find him kind, clever and manly. but the hot kind of manly, not manly in a nonsense henry rollins/village people sort of way.
when dating debaser, it's probably quite exciting to be out with him having a great time knowing you get to go home, have sex and fall asleep together later on.
considering i've never even met him, it's likely nothing would work out as i envision it. but it's nice to think i could cuddle up to him, kiss his forehead as he falls asleep and know i'd do anything for him.