or put on something else rather than my braless pj
i´m gonna watch seinfeld

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hahahaha oh dear.
its saturday night and i came home before 11.
how good am i?

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Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling.

-ktlr

it´s the 7th season
is GOTTA cheer me up
I opened a bottle of wine with a knife last night cork came right out

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good stuff hahaha. ive drunk hal;f a bottle of vodka (a quarter since i got home) i finally get why people can;t type while drunk.

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Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling.

-ktlr

oh, and why are you depressed?
don't be, youre lovely.

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Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling.

-ktlr

wait, are you a girl???

why am i confused by this.

oh god

EDIT, i got you mixed up with Max Cavalera, jajaja

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are you trying to say max cavalera doesn´t shave his legs?

I´d like to tell you the reason of my depression but then they´d move it to careers and stuff and we don´t want that
vodka is evil, i don´t touch that anymore

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oh, its pretty nice to me.

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Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling.

-ktlr

whats up with your career or lack of? you should tell us!

i think im gonna have to drink some vodka before college on monday to feel less awkward

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you take your coffee black the way your mother would.

we'll save that man hair leg shave shit for another day.

what's the deal with your "career stuff"?

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basically im going thru that graduate thing
i am starting to wonder why i went to uni for
anyway i still have a job but i cant stand it and the past months ive been trying to get a better one, by better one one that requires my diploma and skills and all that bullshit and ive been going thru interviews with all sorts of corporate cunts, women with high heels, coffee, fucking psychologycal tests? bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh and I never get a call back after the interviews maybe because im insane dont have much experience or im just too weird and dont fit i dont know i feel like i dont fit really

so blah blah blah
yesterday i got an interview at this very cool place, the director himself was emailing me, i had all the qualifications and experience and its right next to my building and the pay was great i really really wanted it
when i get there something happens to me
my hands are shaking
i cant form a ONE sentence I am using the vocabulary of 5 year old
i just start having a nervous breakdown
the director himself was smelling REALLY BAD for some reason
they start asking me are you ok do u need soem water
they didnt ask me anything as i seemed to be out of my mind it didnt last 10 minutes
and then he was like... well if we dont call u back thanks for coming
and I just FUCKED IT ALL UP

I really dont know why I spent years in uni, and spent all that money when it comes to jobs now I am too awkard to convince them i should be part of the corporative shit or whatever they call it, sitting with theur psychopaths and lying convincily

im gonna be a waitress

anyway im mad at myself because i blew the best chance ive had and i really wanted to work there thats it

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ok, i dont want to minimize your situation but i think some of us know all to well what that's like, so you're def. not alone, and i dont want to sound like a fducking bumpersticker but maybe this is just a stepping stone; you're already ahead of the game going to uni so dont sweat it.
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and if the director smelled, maybe youre better off not working with his stinking ass.

just keep busting your ass, save some $$, dont sweat it.

another thing, you never know, you could totally get that job.

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it seems that going to uni is not that worth it in the end
you spend a lot of money, and in the end, everyone is like trying to fuck each other over, over a little job that doesnt even pay that well. And you try to get ordinary jobs because you have bills to pay and people say "what are u doing here, ur over qualified".
I know you're right, I'm not alone in this, but I've been to over like 20 interviews the past months? I don't know if it's that difficult or there's something wrong with me, but all my friends are getting jobs and making a lot more money than I do. And I seem to somehow fuck everything up everytime I try?
I know I should just stop letting it get to me and just try to have more fun and not worry so much.

one funny thing after I was waiting for the lift and I heard the smelly boss tell the other guy "you know the will to do something is already 50%" wtf.

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when did you graduate? recently, I assume?

I graduated with a bloody BA in English in May 06 and immediately all of my friends had jobs and I was like, yeah, HI! No experience!! So I thought the same shit. Then I got a job that I LOATHED which led to me getting a job that I LURV. And my friends who immediately got these great jobs absolutely hate what they do. And Ive heard this from other people too, so I know it's not a fluke.

Just some words to help, either way you see it, dont shit out because of a few bad interviews; you have your degree, so again, you're on the good foot.

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I graduated two years ago
I know Ive been lazy these two years
I had an argument with these guy that was interviewing me last week
he said sorry im looking for people with more experience and i said
how exactly do you expect them to get experience?
and he said that's cheeky i like you
and i said does that mean ur giving me a job
he said no

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