| I feel like I am under-exposed to life
Seriously, I moved to London, because that's the center of Life (at least in Europe for sure) and everything that is happening is available here.
Before that I used to think that life is passing me by, because I'm in a wrong place, now it's all evolving around me and I'm still not fully taking on it.
I do go to quite a lot of gigs and some occasional Theatre, indi cinema and exhibitions, but still feel that it's not enough.
Every time I buy Time Out I have a panic attack because there are SO many things going on and there is not enough time to do it all! I want to do so much more things, visit all the places, read all the books!
But then, I can just lead a static life with the lap top in my room for days! Instead of going out and experiencing things, meeting people.
I forced myself into the center of Life and it's still passing me by and that are supposed to be my best years!
(Don't pay attention, I'm probably just having a pre-birthday depression: plus one more fucking useless year)
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) after 3 months: i think it reminded me too much of the life gong on around me
Linear Mode
