emo hch type thread. i got drunk again....

[rosieholic]

lately i've been hanging out with this one group of kids a lot, i'm pretty sure now they're my group its very exciting. i've never had people like that. anyhow last night i got mega ****ing drunk, and also shared some herbal ecstasy (lol- hardcore). anyway i was off my tits, and started talking and kept talking and was so ****ing honest (but not in a depressive way) and now im terrrified i said something bad.
i can't remember.
agh.... but now i feel kind of good. to have friends that i'm not hiding from. if they're still my friends.

tell me, have you ever hidden yourself? did you ever stop hiding? how did it happen? and how did people react?

[vodkaveins]

herbal ecstasy?

[*Band Aid*]

when i was younger i kind of used to censor myself and not say things etc because i was worried the people i was friends with would think i was a dick. im friends with different people now and i don't censor myself at all, i say all kinds of random/private ****.

[*^_^*]

PEP PILLLLLZ.
lawls.
Those things are funny.
I chat the biggest amount of **** on those.I used to hide quite a few things.
But my ACTUALLY friends know everything about me.
and also those people who I have talked AT when i was on pills and gurning my face off.
So like...a lot of people really.

[rosieholic]

haha nah this stuff was like bright red liquid and came in a teeny bottle.
it was funnnnn, but cost way too much. yeah i dunno its funny, like im dead worried these people will never want to talk to me again.
bandaid, did you ever say stuff to your old friends? howd they react?
maybe its an age thing??
this thread feels like it has nowhere to go- crapppp!