but at the time he didn't.
he's v/ str8.
well. tonight i stalked his myspace. and it was really really disappointing. his likes are hunting, basketball, and wrestling.
and, um. his only pic is him holding up a couple of trout.
whenever i see him at work he quickly looks away. i mean quickly. at first i was all

. but now i see. him and his gf myspace back & forth. and all his friends are like "bro, whats kickin'".
i just. i just wanted to blow him one more time.
but now i don't think that will happen. i feel like such a ****.