I've never really thought about it before. But yesterday I had a dream I killed a teacher and left some evidence behind (I can't recall what it was).

There was a subplot where I apparently fucked a retarded girl, but had forgotten about it, and she told me she was going to tell everybody.

I made my way home praying nobody would find out about the teacher, but I knew they would.
I kept thinking "so this is what it means to be bad" and was feeling all this regret. Having always romanticised badness in the past.

I got home and sure enough the chief of police had left a message on my machine. I dream myself into these situations to help me as a writer. Before the dream I'd never given any thought to how unnerving it can be to get in trouble. Now I know.

Then the dream got really stupid. I was a writer on the Sopranos and thought it would be a great idea if nobody told Rosalie Aprile that Jackie Jr. had been killed.
Instead they told her that the Jackie & Meadow thing was all a lie and Jackie Jr. was really dating AJ. This would have kept her from finding out her son was dead. Don't ask how. It seemed really genius while I was sleeping.

that's why everybody should burn off their fingerprints.

I hate all my dreams recently.
Last year I was happy and I was having really good dreams.

But lately the theme is always what a gross human being I am and people looking down on me. And I'm having high school dreams again.

I'm always using three thick blankets. And it's gotten really hot, but I'm afraid if I strip down to just a sheet or something and still wake up sweating in the night it might be a sign if have HIV.

Everyone wants to be my friend but nobody wants to help me out of this rut.

high school dreams? i'm having primary school ones. they are terrible.

Ugh! What was I thinking last night?
&tard

You just had the dream so you could identify with Faith and appreciate what it took for her to reform, and thus appreciate her more as a character.

Yes, I'm terrified of le cops. Especially seeing them in action (my best friend's mom's a cop)

i get stopped periodically, but i am always polite to them, and often whatever i am doing is so weird by their standards they just kinda let me go.
i think they expect if they stop you for loitering, or trespassing somewhere you're going to act all bugeyed and guilty, but i'm always all 'oh, hello,' and 'oh, no, i hadn't noticed this land was posted, but i wasn't going hunting anyway, i just stopped to look at butterflies' or whatever other odd thing i was actually up to, and they just kinda get mindfried and leave.