do you like to change how you look or how your life is every now and then?
I want to bleach my whole hair white blonde soon, it will make me look completely different. It's small but still...I'm excited.
I have a friend called Helene who just likes to up adn move countries all the time and get a whole new load of friends and do something completely different.
do you ever think it is time to change a certain aspect of your personality? or your look? or your whole entire life?
what do you think is scarier; big changes or none at all?

none at all

same, much scarier. But I've become stuck in a bit of a rut lately. I'm going to save up and go to South America in march I hope, some fun big change for a bit. My friend Helene is mental but I envy her life sometimes and admire her. I think she thinks of her life in terms of whether what she does would be worth someone writing about.

I thought that chopping my hair all off would be a change, but surprisingly everyone said that it was as if my new hair cut was waiting for me. As if i was meant to have short hair. That was a little disappointing, though I do like my hair that length.

Last year I changed a lot of my personality, I think...or maybe I just had avenues to actually act out certain aspects of my personality? In any case, when I came back I got a couple of, "You've changed." They weren't negative, they were...pensive. As if the statement was done upon reflection of how much time had passed.

No changes scare the **** out of me. Staying in one place scares me. I can't own a house. It's too many roots in one place. Too many responsibilities to one thing. Helene sounds awesome.

i agree. i don't know if it's out of fear of commitment but i can't do anything if it's going to tie me down for long. even my job, i work as a temp. and my previous job was a six month contract. i don't like having too many things, basically if i can't fit everything i need into my backpack i need to many things. especially the last couple of months: everything i do is geared towards travel. i find it so exciting... i guess i'm grateful to my exboyfriend, even though we broke up, and it's ****ty, without him i would never have gotten round to getting up off my fat arse and doing things. my life is pretty dull right now, but i'm more excited than i've ever been. i can't wait to get on the plane next year and just not come home for YEARS. there's so much to see and do. oh i've gone off on a tangent here. lol. i change my hair often