anti depressants and mood stabilisers. if i didn't take it i'd probably just be mental again. or i'd be less sleepy in my life. or i'd be able to have like 3 drinks without getting really drunk and falling over and sending embarrassing drunk myspace messages to people

ah. okay. i am practicing being nosey.

i don't mind. it's saturday, i'm going back to bed xxx

catch your breath while you can. sleep deep

yeah. share. dont gloat on the internet. unbecoming.

6:30am i wake up. well i have done for the last little while. i presume i will again tomorrow.

8am is when i leave for work atm. i usually go alot earlier. why the hell am i worrying about that now. guiltguiltguilt beatenwifesyndrome

theres a big block of time that ceases to be mine and becomes someone elses

then at 2pm i leave work. iobviously usually work later but not for a little while yet.

then i do a patrick bateman. not really, im too obvious. i try & find others doing one. with a cassette. and a woodaxe. clean white kitchen. rate my business card pls.