As some of you may know, I quit smoking a few weeks ago.. i went cold turkey, I must of not had a ciggurette for at least three and half weeks..

I was proud of myself and my boyfriend was even prouder.. i did it for him, really. He gave up a little while back, you see.

Anyway, last sunday, my poor grandad died and I've been feeling ever so down and exhausted from helping out with funeral arrangements etc. I've been trying to get on with life as normal at the same time as feeling incredibly emotional and helping my mum arrange this huge funeral. I'm just exhausted. And what I've needed since sunday morning is a CIGGURETTE.

So Monday night.. My boyfriend begs me to go to this stupid party that I never wanted to go too. I didn't feel up to it, but I went to keep him happy. I didn't know anyone there and felt soooo unconftable.
At one point, I walk outside and my completely wasted boyfriend is smoking a fag
I joined in.

Yestoday, my cousin bought me a 20 pack and told me I needed it. I showed my boyfriend and he acted like a right twat. He snatched them away and refused to give them back. THEN he said the only negotiation would be if he gave me one every now and then, so he knew how much I was smoking.. THEN when he knew that wouldn't work.. He took out ten ciggurettes from the pack and kept them for himself!! and said 'Nicole, I'm only doing this because I care about your health and I care about you.'

I am pissed off.

Advice.. am I being a pathetic? One of those annoying smokers that say they will quit for a little while then moan and complain
and nobody really wants to hear..

Or is my boyfriend being extremely selfish...

I feel so exhausted and like all my energy is drained. I'm constantly doing things for everyone else at the moment, to keep everyone happy. If it's not going to bad partys with my boyfriend, it's listening to my friend cry all night because she likes somebody who doesn't like her back, or arranging get togethers, babysitting my cousin's bratty kids, cooking food for my lazy father..

I really would like to mourn, you know.

This isn't a serious thread. I am just out of my mind with boredom....

i think your boyfriend is being selfish.

Same. I don't understand why he'd need to keep the cigarettes for himself if he's quit smoking?
I think you just need a couple of days away from everyone who rely on you so much, you need some time for yourself so you can mourn your grandfather & not have people nagging you to be doing other things.

Sorry, I just re-read this and realised how annoying I sound. I don't often complain like this... it makes me sound so moody. But I just need to get this of my chest.. it doesnt seem like I can confinde in anyone else right now.

He is selfish.

yes, he is selfishh, only thinking or caring about himself. i say dump his ass, the deccision to quit smoking should have been for you not him. and obviosly, he hasnt quit.

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