id like to break something.

find a crappy mug or something, and smash it. you might have to clean up though.
slamming doors always helps.

i saw some dudes breaking some furniture outside yesterday. i wonder if theyd mind if i threw a chair against the gate or something.

well
i can really relate to these things...
and also about not feeling well for many months on end, though it is not terminal

i really need a roomate to help me pay the bills
i have the extra space
but i can't put an ad in the paper (long story) and everyone i know has their own place so i don't know how i am going to find one
and my son has off from school today and is driving me crazy as he has been getting into trouble since about 8:30 this morning
and i am not a morning person

oh, btw breaking mugs is wonderful except for the tiny slivers that you inevitably miss cleaning up that end up getting stepped on and cutting your feet

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should i choose a noble occupation
if i did i'd only show up late and sick
and they would stare at me with hatred
plus my only natural talent's wasted

don't worry about it, i wasn't trying to single you out or anything. i suppose i need to get in touch with my anger surrounding the situation.