ahhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaahhahaah

whose cologne do i smell of tonight?
the 20 yr gay couple, god they were so fucking sweet. heading to amsterdam soon, the other couple off to spain and tuscany. me, going nowhere.

i made promises to my invisable boyfriend tonight. he's across the ocean with some other guy, but their was a vacant seat across from me on public transit.
this was all under my breath.

i talked about becoming a captain of industry. it would all be for him.

i'm not scared anymore. i'm beyond trying to understand life, i just don't. at all.

own room, alone, for all time and what not.

i love you and will always be okay/here for you.

don't come back/i cant care for anyone
just take care of yourself.

one day i'd like to be old & beyond all this with you.
i'll never bother you again, just know it's all for you. i won't tell you but it's all for you.

fuck this goddamn world. im jesus and i hate my disciples.

all i want is you.
and not getting to have you lends me substance. never have i been so fuckable.

sniffin in the vip areaaaaaaaaaa we talk about frank sinatraaaaaaa do u know frank sinatra?hes dead
dead ahaaahahahah

this is the best part of the entire album. i'm jealous of her bored psycho bitch laugh.

yeah the hacker is awsome too