tonight i nearly let a girl i know's boyfriend kiss me. i hate cheating more than just about anything and yet i waited until the last second to pull away because if he didn't have a girlfriend he is probably the boy i'd be dating because we really clicked. so i am feeling like an absolute bitch now because that was a really fucked thing to do.


tell me about shitty things you've done lately.

thats not shitty, you didnt let him! thats not an easy thing to do....about to be caught in the moment and then making it stop.

"You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to Jaded again."

thanks hon

i lost my temper at something so stupid and yelled at someone i love whom was having a total shit day anyway, and I added to it and made it worse, sometimes my temper is just fucking shit, I need some patience

i feel guilty and don't know what else to say to him other than I am really sorry and can't stop rehashing the moment in my mind, I want to take it back and listen rather than be such a self-absorbed ass

its true though...attraction to someone can be so strong, its got to be hard to say no like that!

my bad this recently- some girl cut my off in traffic and i started screaming obscenities at her and was about to get out of my car and strangle her (she was just sitting there looking in her rearview laughing at me, talking on her pink rzor cell phone and twirling her hair) but traffic started moving again.