youre scared of dying alone.
you're waiting for a lasting relationship to come along.
you also wonder alot (conciously or sub-con) about what there is after death. (so do i, but all those stupid new agey books dont do it for me --other ppls death/neardeath/other experiences - maybe it's somethign for you to explore: "the book of death & dying" & all that stuff).
it all seems a blur how to resolve, block this out, and really 'live' again.
try to be a kid again & not care. things might pick-up.
Originally Posted by GoldDustRock
ok so i'm standing at the foot of a mountain waiting in line for something. when i get to the front i go in these big doors and it's a hospital. so i am looking around and i get tired of waiting so i start walking around. i turn a corner and i realize i'm alone...theres no one else there anymore. now im running around trying to find someone. then the nurse comes up from behind me and injects me with something and all of the sudded everything get really abstract and scary. the walls are black and its like a sanitarium now with all these crazy deformed people chasing me. so i find my best friend and we get in some sort of car on a track and it begins to move. we start go climb into darkness and we see there's a door at the end of the track but it's closed. all of the sudden my friends dad opens the door and sacrifices himself to save us. when we get out theres a parade waiting...wierd
anyone have any ideas what that means?
i have no idea about the Dad sacrifices himself thing. have you felt like you don't really know him? you want to feel liek you reeeeally *do* know him? - maybe thats what its all about.
i think the uglies behind you symbolise all the past relationahips thatve gone sour.
maybe ahead in the future you'll feel like drugs are the only way out & your friend saves you from this OR rides down a same path with you, alone as well??
I think the parade is liek a "Wow! all that horrible era is over now / relief!!" A fresh beginning. Victory. Conqueror!
Your Dad being 'Mr Sacrifice' could mean he might be feeling like "what can I do to save my little girl???" all throughout this time period.
It sounds paramount, like the future would be as hard as crossing a mountain in dealing with - the lonliness or something (assuming it is this) -- and that it's a prewarning of all that might, or youre affarid of, happening , and perhaps better than finding yourself going through it all - depression and such, whatever the dream most seems to be pointing at, get back to colouring in with crayons & writing poetry or changing your wardrobe & or anythign else of your life, to take the focus off all this, so you don't have to have 'nothing in life's changed, i'm just waiting, like in a line, for things to get worse'?????????????
overall, it must be saying you are disconnected somehow, and perhaps people think you need help thats not goign to be help???????????
well i have done my best diciphering this
it was fun doing so. it's not often people explain their dreams in such a language you can imagine being in it yourself. mustve been real vivid!!!!!!!!!!
all the best to you *hugs*
hope it solvers itself out.