This may not be about the Bible or God, but it is spiritual and that is why I decided to post in here. I am hoping that maybe someone can point me in the proper direction because I am about at the end of my rope with the amount of bad Karma that has been hitting me one after the other since 30DEC.

What started out as a beautiful anniversary present and way of starting out my new year on the right foot (literally on the left) and a clean slate has turned into something completely different.

For my anniversary I got a tattoo, I was excited and happy, all the good stuff that comes with a new tattoo this is my 10th, and it is a Gatha of Atonement written in Chinese Kanji on top of my left foot. I will not go into details, but will answer questions if you ask them. Since this tattoo has been done, I have had an allergic reaction to the ink (I have nine others & never once had a problem), had a minor touch up on my wrist as well and that reacted as well. I have been to the ER 3 days in a row with this reaction because my regular clinic is not open normal days or hours (military clinic), from these visits I managed to get a stomach bug.

This stomach bug turned into "a cold", the allergic reaction turned into an infection, and my cold turned into bronchitis. I have also turned around and smacked my head on the doorframe of my bathroom entryway (which I can navigate blindfolded in the dark), messed up my shoulder playing with one of my cats which I have already had surgery on back in 97. I am falling behind in school because of all of these mishaps, and have had a bloody migraine every single day for about 3 weeks now.

I am ready to rip my head off, none of my migraine meds are working, and it is next to impossible to get a hold of my neurologist sometimes. I am not 100% sure but I think the person that did my tattoo may have had some bad karma going on with him and it spilled over into my life. How do I right this, or can I right this? I have no particular religion, nor am I really a religious person but I am most definitely spiritual...

Does anyone have any idea of what I might try besides pray? I have already gotten that suggestion from my mum...

cut your foot off?

look at it this way, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
for the next round.

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That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose.” - J. D. Salinger

a spiritual being having a human experience

I agree, I just wish the next round would get here already I am tired of all this bad Karma...

However, I am not cutting off my foot... I have found that walking is kind of a must in life, or atleast a must in my life. Thanks for the feedback though, it is much appreciated!!!

Just relax for about an hour and try to get yourself better. Were you overtly stressed before all this shit happened? I know you are now, sometimes when something bad happens to be i get it all at once like it sounds liek you are gettting . Honestly I take a bath, listen to music and when I am done i rub lotion on me. This may not help you but it calms me. Maybe go to a park and walk around for an afternoon if nothign else it will rid you of some stress.

I was not overtly stress when this all started I was actually wicked mellow and looking forward to starting off the New Year on a good note and cleansing my spirit. Not that I did anything wrong, but a good spiritual cleansing every now and again never hurt anyone.

You are dead on about now though with everything just hitting like this one right after the other it is working me up big time. I am running myself ragged trying to figure out what I did wrong. I keep coming back to the night I got my tat though and I cannot help but wonder if maybe my artist had something going on in his life and it somehow spilled into mine. Dunno if that is possible, but my personal belief is that anything is possible.

As for the relaxing, that is why I am going home to visit my sis, mum and friends. I still have schoolwork to do, but it will still allow me to get away from GA for about a week and a half and will let me relax as well. In addition, it gets me away from the hubby as well. He can be a big stressor at times.

11yrs of marriage is not easy, especially to a military man. Again, thanks for your input, and while I am home I will certainly try the bath thing, I am also going to try to do some laps with my sister to distress and see how that works out…