tell me all about it. we are in the spiritual dept dont worry. let yourself blossom and open.

despite my current, petty bad luck phase, ive met someone recently that seems to be leading me down this sort of path that i feel i need to go down. its not cultish or anything, he is just a very pure seeming person and i feel like going wherever he tells me.

ive always felt or told myself that i was a spiritual, soulful person and this and that, and i feel like i am a good person, but i think i can be better and ive never really had a direction where i wanted to go. also, i expect and wait for things to come to me which is probably a bad thing. he makes me doubt myself and my intentions on a deeper level than anyone has made me, to think about things in a broader aspect. he nearly brought me to tears on several occasions actually.

ive been looking for some time now, for something im not sure but i want and need it and i think he will show me things that will bring me closer to whatever it is.

my mother....because she has always tought me if you think it will happen and you have faith that it will happen then it will but if you are negative think it wont happen and dont have faith that it will then it wont and i strongly believe that

my daughter brought me to that level. she's pure, honest, not (yet)jaded, and unconditional.

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That's the whole trouble. You can't ever find a place that's nice and peaceful, because there isn't any. You may think there is, but once you get there, when you're not looking, somebody'll sneak up and write "Fuck you" right under your nose.” - J. D. Salinger

a spiritual being having a human experience

no. i kind of wish i did. not in a religious way. i would like to have someone to give me really really good, guiding-type advice, rather than the selfish fuck-ups that my friends are.

now lets sit back & wait for all the weird christians on this forum to pour in here and tell them that JESUS IS THEIR GUIDING LITE AND SHOULD BE EVERYBODY'S GUIDING LITE. :sigh:

no. i feel like i do that for myself - but i do feel like i wish i had someone to share the journey with,... i feel like i know who/where i want to be in my life but i just wish i knew someone else who was going through the same thing or has recently done so so that i could talk to them about it. i need a connection.

i'm glad you've got something like that, it sounds lovely.