Zaratustra.

Sounds pretty beautiful.

I'm keeping myself busy and open to a new relationship that will blow my mind. I have to believe it's just around some corner.

I think getting rid of too many easy comforts and shallow entertainments at home gets you out of the house or into a book, looking for deeper inspiration. Makes you confront your dissatisfaction.

Well, I am not very spiritual these days. I guess I'm a pagan agnostic? Does that make sense? Prolly not.

anyhow, I have a very good, *LIBERAL* gay christian minister friend. (I only mention the liberal and gay part because it clearly governs his views in this area) I mean, he doesn't like to be called a christian because of what pops into peoples minds when they hear that (conservative, etc) so he calls himself a disciple of christ instead. He's very smart and I would say he guides me spiritually even though I don't follow his particular belief structure.

My great Aunty Olive I guess. She was a very stylish woman, who was amazing at playing cards and smoked like a trooper. She was very elegant and poised with this amazing calmness - which was down to her devout faith. When she died she wasn't frightened and I often wonder 'what would Aunty Olive do?' She really inspired me. She was a very strong woman.