| how did your mother died??
I don't know, I guess I am a little bit of both. I always dreamed of having this fabulous larger than life, life but nothing really happens.
I'm like Jennifer Aniston on the good girl. nothing ever happens.
I'm depressed and sometimes I want to die, you know, normal depressive thoughts, but who am I kidding?? I wouldn't like to miss ANYTHING, so I don't want to die but my life is so lame, I'm really not living at all, maybe lack of drive, who knows.
I'm missing out on everything and I'm really scared of amounting to nothing. |