for a while i have thought, especially about certain matters,
that it would be enough just to wait...that the Goddesses would speak
with their own voices soon enough, that they didn't need a man to speak
for them, no matter how erudite or sympathetic.
But the more i see the new agers with their "light white only" and "nothing
dark comes from the soul," the more I wonder: will i talk about desire
and the Mother? will i talk about the will and emotion, and yin?
tonight, this night i will just chart the planets. i realise also that even though
these statements about white light only are coming up now, they are an
i don't mind that reading my words looks just like RUoW material, because
it has galvanized me and that -- and the sense of humor that i keep to insulate
my mind from the obvious bull****, denial and unlovingness of the ending age -- is
all that there is of me anymore.
but i think back to the 1980s and i realise: i have been walking backwards on the inside
since then, ever since i saw three generations of women not getting along and made
the cognitive leap that it HAD to have an origin in previous generations and found myself
contemplating source and original cause before
i started the Will books.
it's because...we are meant to. it's also because of the edge that meditation gave me.
In a way, the Active Denial System makes it easier. there has been denial for a long time,
but now it is electronically managed and organized by Government.
My intuition is correct:
when the agenda of those who mean to use psychotronics to dominate the brains of all is
finally replaced by a humanist agenda, humanity will surge towards a level of consciousness
and realization never before seen, and it will be good -- like the Good Aeon of Shakyamuni is supposed
to be. At least, a little easier to talk about...
Until then -- there will be the cognitive dissonance that only psychofascist weapons like HIPAS
and ADS can generate - accompanied by the lies on many levels of those who the technology is
Also i can see that it backfires and begins to trap the people who make it. When Rumsfled denies
that Active Denial tech has any MKULTRA or other Conspiracy relevance, it blows up in his face.
It's active denial.
The Holocaustals can lie stupidly about that all they can -- but it just shows their
collassal lack of intellect. They're Holocaustal.
They can call it 'free will evolving' but every minute
the world is not free is an opportunity to free it from the clutches of Conspiracy.
Neptune -- late Capricorn
Uranus -- Aquarius
Jupiter --- Scorpio
Nothing -- in Pisces
Mars -- in Aries (how long?)
Nothing -- in Taurus
Mercury -- Gemini
Venus -- Leo
Nothing -- Virgo
so notice: Earth Trine: only Neptune in Capricorn.
Pisces - Virgo axis is likewise empty, devoid of planets.
i'm going to make it through this weird stalematey period. that is how it always is with cycles.
eventually one comes through the other end, things are a lot different and one has gained strength.
especially with T-Squares, such as we deal with with the Pluto-Uranus-Venus-Saturn combo in Fixed signs.
Pluto -- fixed water
Jupiter -fixed water
Saturn -fixed fire
Venus -fixed fire
so it's a stalemate. the outer powers utterly balance each other.
i don't view it as a cancelling effect -- none of the planets are "off" -- it's
a balancing factor. Especially Venus - Pluto
scorpio and leo -
does it all make sense? somehow. but i don't yet understand how to compile all of this data into
a chart that would mean something to general readers. if i were casting a birth chart for today, yeah.
not doing that --
Abbreviation: Gem Genitive: Geminorum
Right Ascension: 7.19 hours Declination:22.69 degrees
Area in Square Degrees: 514
Crosses Meridian: 9 PM, February 20 Gemini, the Twins, is visible in the northern hemisphere from November through April. The southern hemisphere can view it from December through March. This constellation was named after Castor and Pollux, two Greek heroes who were among the men Jason led on his voyages on the Argo. According to myth, they were actually half-brothers and not really twins. They shared the same mother, Leda, but had different fathers. Castor's father was a king of Sparta called Tyndareus, while the father of Pollux was Zeus himself. Gemini contains two of the most famous stars in the sky, Castor and Pollux. Pollux is the brighter of the two with a magnitude of 1.14. Castor is a binary system with a slight dimmer magnitude of 1.98. Gemini contains one Messier object. Known as M35, it is a fine open cluster of about 100 stars. This cluster can easily be observed with binoculars.
Points of Interest in Gemini ObjectNameType/TranslationV Mag1M35Open Star Cluster4.02Castor "Beaver" 1.98 3Pollux "Much Wine" 1.14 4Alhena "Shining" 1.93 5Wasat "Middle of the Sky" 3.53 6Mebsuta "Outstretched Paw" 2.98 7Mekbuda "Pulled In Paw" 3.79 8Propus "Forward Foot" 3.28 9Tejat Posterior "Back Foot" 2.88 yeah i will cast your chart. yes you can send me $$ for it.
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