Mercury is done retrograding by 7/19
it should be easier to get the point across.

the world is not the same as the earth, that is what Master Y'shua always pointed out.
he was and is the bridegroom of Earth/Gaia/Sacred mother like a GOD.
but the world? delusion, prejudice, and imbalance. koyaanisqatsi.

the Church of All Worlds has ALWAYS had the answer.
i bet you wanna check them out especially the immortal and insightful words
of Gaian Anodaea Judith.

She knows as you know and I know that we humans living
and evolving are part and parcel of the Planet.

as such we are not part of the world,
we are part of the earth.

when the world moves into balance a la Operation Terra
it will be because of our caring and insight.

Meanwhile, the great confusion over Light and Dark
is just that.

when there is shade when the sun is too bright, that is Earth Mater's love.
the so called new age community has held this misjudgment about the Earth, Matter and Mother
for AEONS and even now, with a lot of returners trying to give pep club advice
it is as if they have moved beyond matter because they have learned nothing about matter, and Mother Earth,
and not because they have become enlightened, like you are on that path, enlightenment.

The world is full of people who are sick with the spirit of denial and the judging thoughtforms that come out of that.
But what will probably prevail is the idea of creating balance -- and getting in harmony with Mother Earth. I know that is what
SHE actually wants.

meanwhile..


so many people looking for power are obsessed with "kundalini" and becoming righteous,
obsessed with becoming light and abandoning the Flesh. that is the oldest misapprehension...
rejecting the Mother and worshipping the father slavishly, rejecting the Material in favor of the Spiritual.
it creates imbalance, has created slavery, has empowered masculine tyrants, and done everything that Riane Eisler
means when she talks about the Dominator Model of Consciousness. obviously as the earth ingresses into the photonic area,
that is changing...and spirit and matter are finding perfect harmony. Humans will share -- as being made of both spirit and matter as we are, -- humans will share in the harmony. But this time as the age of pisces ends and the age of aquarius continues maturing and Ascending is a time when people choose. the new realisations, and the ancient insights are all coming to the surface.
it's funny how the seemingly hardest choices make life easier in the long run...

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/retrograde_planets/

the end of june showed pluto and jupiter in scorpio as they will stay for some time.
here's the thing. masculinity is definitely a mars issue, but more than JUST masculinity -- all sorts of assertion and libido
are dealt with by Mars. And at current he is aspecting Venus and Saturn both in Leo as he speeds through Aries.



now we have Uranus in Aquarius, Mars in Aries AND Pluto in Scorpio. This...doesn't happen THAT often, so many planets
in the signs they are said to rule. For romance seekers, Mars trining Venus Saturn heightens the desire and the sense
of wanting to 'go for it' -- but Saturn will be dogging Venus for several months.

It means that: there will be a urge to
hold back and take a safer route for a few weeks, along with an urge to jump forward and get right into it.

for some of us, that's all the time.

With no major things happening in Libra, and Aries hosting his ruler, Mars, what's going on?

Sexual passion. But 'acting
before one thinks' is gonna be less inclined to happen, as Saturn is not known for spontaneity. (in November Venus moves
out of conjunction with Saturn. There may be more cutting loose and going for it, as while the two very opposite planets
are in conjunction there will no doubt be lipbiting, tongue biting and holding back on impulses...)



the romantic situation is not so much key here as the SEXUAL situation. flirtation is actually sort of difficult because of
squaring planets. you wonder what to do. communication was tricky and chancy as well for the first half of july.

mercury the communicator has assumed direct motion. now the problem for a while is tongues tied, suddenly you know
what you wish you could have said a few weeks ago!

but in the sign ruled by the Sun, Leo,
pessimistic and limiting Saturn accompanies ever-amorous Venus. The result is that they two check each other -
tendencies to be in general harsh and stark are ameliorated by a sort of flippant buoyancy that is Venus' trademark --
but it's also maybe less easy to be romantic. Saturn has a dampening 'get a room' effect on Venus. and you just might want to do that...

the square provides tension with satisfaction when planets are in fixed signs like Scorpio and Leo.

all in all, the trends point to looking towards the long term relationship more than the fling. some people might just want to
wait things out. Venus will be introspectively retrograding near the end of this month. That means there will be even more
second guessing. Advantage? Love matches made during this Venus retrograde period may have the feeling of deja vu- love matches
made during this time must be pretty attraction based.

for a while i have thought, especially about certain matters,
that it would be enough just to wait...that the Goddesses would speak
with their own voices soon enough, that they didn't need a man to speak
for them, no matter how erudite or sympathetic.

But the more i see the new agers with their "light white only" and "nothing
dark comes from the soul," the more I wonder: will i talk about desire
and the Mother? will i talk about the will and emotion, and yin?

tonight, this night i will just chart the planets. i realise also that even though
these statements about white light only are coming up now, they are an
ancient reflection.

i don't mind that reading my words looks just like RUoW material, because
it has galvanized me and that -- and the sense of humor that i keep to insulate
my mind from the obvious bullshit, denial and unlovingness of the ending age -- is
all that there is of me anymore.

but i think back to the 1980s and i realise: i have been walking backwards on the inside
since then, ever since i saw three generations of women not getting along and made
the cognitive leap that it HAD to have an origin in previous generations and found myself
contemplating source and original cause beforei started the Will books.

it's because...we are meant to. it's also because of the edge that meditation gave me.

In a way, the Active Denial System makes it easier. there has been denial for a long time,
but now it is electronically managed and organized by Government. My intuition is correct:
when the agenda of those who mean to use psychotronics to dominate the brains of all is
finally replaced by a humanist agenda, humanity will surge towards a level of consciousness
and realization never before seen, and it will be good -- like the Good Aeon of Shakyamuni is supposed
to be. At least, a little easier to talk about...


Until then -- there will be the cognitive dissonance that only psychofascist weapons like HIPAS
and ADS can generate - accompanied by the lies on many levels of those who the technology is
manipulating.

Also i can see that it backfires and begins to trap the people who make it. When Rumsfled denies
that Active Denial tech has any MKULTRA or other Conspiracy relevance, it blows up in his face.
It's active denial. The Holocaustals can lie stupidly about that all they can -- but it just shows their
collassal lack of intellect. They're Holocaustal.

They can call it 'free will evolving' but every minute
the world is not free is an opportunity to free it from the clutches of Conspiracy.

Neptune -- late Capricorn
Uranus -- Aquarius
Jupiter --- Scorpio

Nothing -- in Pisces
Mars -- in Aries (how long?)
Nothing -- in Taurus
Mercury -- Gemini
Saturn
Luna
Venus -- Leo
Nothing -- Virgo

so notice: Earth Trine: only Neptune in Capricorn.
Pisces - Virgo axis is likewise empty, devoid of planets.

i'm going to make it through this weird stalematey period. that is how it always is with cycles.
eventually one comes through the other end, things are a lot different and one has gained strength.

especially with T-Squares, such as we deal with with the Pluto-Uranus-Venus-Saturn combo in Fixed signs.

Pluto -- fixed water
Jupiter -fixed water
Saturn -fixed fire
Venus -fixed fire
Uranus-fixed air

so it's a stalemate. the outer powers utterly balance each other.
i don't view it as a cancelling effect -- none of the planets are "off" -- it's
a balancing factor. Especially Venus - Pluto

scorpio and leo -
next.

does it all make sense? somehow. but i don't yet understand how to compile all of this data into
a chart that would mean something to general readers. if i were casting a birth chart for today, yeah.
not doing that --

Pronunciation:(JEM-i-ny)
Abbreviation: Gem Genitive: Geminorum
Right Ascension: 7.19 hours Declination:22.69 degrees
Area in Square Degrees: 514
Crosses Meridian: 9 PM, February 20
Gemini, the Twins, is visible in the northern hemisphere from November through April. The southern hemisphere can view it from December through March. This constellation was named after Castor and Pollux, two Greek heroes who were among the men Jason led on his voyages on the Argo. According to myth, they were actually half-brothers and not really twins. They shared the same mother, Leda, but had different fathers. Castor's father was a king of Sparta called Tyndareus, while the father of Pollux was Zeus himself. Gemini contains two of the most famous stars in the sky, Castor and Pollux. Pollux is the brighter of the two with a magnitude of 1.14. Castor is a binary system with a slight dimmer magnitude of 1.98. Gemini contains one Messier object. Known as M35, it is a fine open cluster of about 100 stars. This cluster can easily be observed with binoculars.


yeah i will cast your chart.
yes you can send me $$ for it.