I was brought up a Christian and my whole family goes to church like every sunday. whenever i go to church i tell myself 'i'm a christian i love God' but when i get with my boyfriend i'm so anti.

is anybody else going through this?
how do i fix this problemm?!?!

i'm somewhat like this.
except when im at church im like
ugh christians, and when im not at church i like being a christian.
i dunno, it's weird

i like the whole thing about going to heaven, and jesus and everything

i dont like church and crazy closeminded christians and some of their redic. beliefs.

like the whole gay thing, which my mom just thinks it's all in their head and it's a horrible sin

okay i rant too much

Church bible lesson of the day

Ezekiel 23: verse 20 states...

She lusted after lovers with genitals as large as a donkey’s and emissions like those of a horse.

This is the new living translation which is translated into plain American english...

If you read this complete chapter you will notice this girl became a prostitute because she loves men....

Her husband married her after he found out what she did...

My question is if you know a girl is a prostitute and you married her why do you kill her because you do not like what she does?

Confusion say: Thou shalt not lust after thou neighbour's donkey. Go one house over to get some ass.

Seriously though.
Don't let the everyday trappings of your religion be the very reason to lose your faith.
It's very cool to diss religion...just as it is to undermine anything you don't understand or fear... don't let those naysayers get you down - and that's coming from a lifelong agnostic here.
It's a private, personal and unique thing - your beliefs.
So find what comfort you can from your religion, as long as you're not a brainless sheep just chanting along with the herd, I somewhat envy people who have found something to believe in.