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05-01-2006, 03:22 AM
|  | Banned | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: where reality really DOES bite.
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| |  So Can I Post My Stalking Thread HERE?
Since there is some pretty far out shit in here and its all fine and open.
Tell me the forum I can post and I'll start answering questions from the last thread. |
05-01-2006, 02:53 PM
|  | the horror, the horror! | | Join Date: Apr 2006
Posts: 138
| | Hullo. - Who is the new victim?
- Is he near your area?
- For how long have you been keeping an eye on him?
I'm kidding. Don't answer the questions above. |
05-01-2006, 02:57 PM
|  | My crown is too high | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: On the floor, counting flowers on the wall.
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Originally Posted by 50's_B_Movie Hullo.
I'm kidding. Don't answer the questions above. | :  : |
05-02-2006, 02:08 AM
| | in flights of fancy. | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Ottawa
Posts: 7,080
| | | sorry but this shit is hilarious |
05-02-2006, 02:24 AM
|  | she dances | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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| | | i missed the last thread. was it moved in rants & raves? why? who did you stalk this time? was it fun?
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then she dances skirt swaying in the half-light she dances white blossom in the black sky
'I need new clothes', she thinks, 'new skin, a mind I can bear to live in'. |
05-02-2006, 02:49 AM
| | in flights of fancy. | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Ottawa
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Originally Posted by makeup rat i missed the last thread. was it moved in rants & raves? why? who did you stalk this time? was it fun? | it was just closed/deleted |
05-02-2006, 04:18 AM
| | Banned | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: where reality really DOES bite.
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Originally Posted by 50's_B_Movie Hullo. - Who is the new victim?
- Is he near your area?
- For how long have you been keeping an eye on him?
I'm kidding. Don't answer the questions above. | ill answer anyway, cause im a loser baby
1. cant say, all i can tell you is he is not a musician.
2.no way. im in nowhere,texas.
3.personally, for about a month since i got his address, but ive been collecting info for about 3 months now. it just kinda creeped up on me. |
05-02-2006, 08:09 AM
| | of the sun | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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| | | The thing is, En Ami, we don't have the bandwidth for a serious psychological problem such as yours. And I think you realize it. If your need is to record your decent into madness, perhaps a livejournal would suit the bill. If you, as you stated before, are looking for help, you won't find it here and you know it. You need a good professional. Write yourself a list and go in and ask them, "Why do I feel the need to obsess over and then strike fear and revulsion into the object of my affection?" and also, "Why do I so doubt my ability to make something of myself that I seek attention and even fame as a celebrity stalker? Why am I wantonly throwing my life away on something that will never give me return of any value?"
And then, you know, get better and stuff. |
05-02-2006, 08:10 AM
|  | pull me out of the lake | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: soho
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Originally Posted by shadow The thing is, En Ami, we don't have the bandwidth for a serious psychological problem such as yours. And I think you realize it. If your need is to record your decent into madness, perhaps a livejournal would suit the bill. If you, as you stated before, are looking for help, you won't find it here and you know it. You need a good professional. Write yourself a list and go in and ask them, "Why do I feel the need to obsess over and then strike fear and revulsion into the object of my affection?" and also, "Why do I so doubt my ability to make something of myself that I seek attention and even fame as a celebrity stalker? Why am I wantonly throwing my life away on something that will never give me return of any value?"
And then, you know, get better and stuff. | yeah, what i would have said if i was smarter and more eloquent
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05-02-2006, 02:22 PM
|  | pants around your ankles. | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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| | | I think you should stalk Dave Grohl again. Put a dead pig in his swimming pool or something. |
05-02-2006, 02:25 PM
| | the horror, the horror! | | Join Date: Apr 2006
Posts: 138
| | | don't get into trouble again!
Last edited by 50's_B_Movie : 06-19-2006 at 08:58 PM.
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05-02-2006, 02:34 PM
| | My crown is too high | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: On the floor, counting flowers on the wall.
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Originally Posted by BrianMolko'sCat I think you should stalk Dave Grohl again. Put a dead pig in his swimming pool or something. | I love it ! |
05-02-2006, 02:57 PM
|  | Chairman~MouseyTongue | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Chairman Meow
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Originally Posted by BrianMolko'sCat I think you should stalk Dave Grohl again. Put a dead pig in his swimming pool or something. | no, a horses head in his bed a la the godfather. |
05-02-2006, 03:02 PM
|  | God who painted that | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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| | Do you take stalking requests?  |
05-02-2006, 05:11 PM
| | pants around your ankles. | | Join Date: Apr 2006
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| | | So it's not a musician..
Actor? |
05-02-2006, 06:55 PM
|  | Will there always be eggs | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Et in Arcadia ego
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| | | You know you don't want help. It's been offered time and time again and you always have an excuse. And you generally insult the people who have tried to help you.
This is neither spiritual nor philisophical. ( Nor amusing.) |
05-02-2006, 07:40 PM
|  | carefully careless mess | | Join Date: Apr 2006
Posts: 1,590
| | | You are not a stalker. All you have is his address. Stalkers follow people, send threatening mail, peek into windows, hide cameras in houses, etc. You sit around on the internet and google for addresses. You have done nothing to imply stalking. Give it up and go worship satan like all the normal weird kids in small towns. |
05-02-2006, 07:43 PM
|  | sweet and tender hooligan | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Costa Del Glesga
Posts: 150
| | | Negative attention seeking again. Get a life, Eenie Meanie. |
05-04-2006, 03:28 AM
| | Banned | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: where reality really DOES bite.
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Originally Posted by shadow The thing is, En Ami, we don't have the bandwidth for a serious psychological problem such as yours. And I think you realize it. If your need is to record your decent into madness, perhaps a livejournal would suit the bill. If you, as you stated before, are looking for help, you won't find it here and you know it. You need a good professional. Write yourself a list and go in and ask them, "Why do I feel the need to obsess over and then strike fear and revulsion into the object of my affection?" and also, "Why do I so doubt my ability to make something of myself that I seek attention and even fame as a celebrity stalker? Why am I wantonly throwing my life away on something that will never give me return of any value?"
And then, you know, get better and stuff. | First of all I want to say, that the responses have been very coldhearted, but i continue to be polite about my problems.
I dont "record" I just seek advice, its the only thing that can make a different.
You aren't understanding me, I HAVE A PROFESSIONAL, I CAN NOT ASK HER FOR HELP BECAUSE IF I DO, SHE WILL NOTIFY MY MOTHER AND THE LONGER I WILL STAY IN THIS HELL HOLE AND IT WILL BE INEVITABLE THAT I WILL JUST TAKE OFF AND GO AFTER THE GUY THEN I'LL GET CAUGHT GO TO HELL AND MY LIFE IS FOREVER RUINED.
See? if I tell her, I will get the worst case scenario.
I am getting the only other advice available, without happening to stay confined in this place that has made what am I, so I turn to you, even though you dont understand, You still know me best.
I don't need to ask those questions. And I dont want to instrike fear, us stalkers have no choice, when we try to love the person and say "we dont want to hurt you" they still are feared mainly because of the disgusting stigma you can't love someone from afar without wanting to harm someone in the process.
I know why I obsess, I willingly do it, my mind is eyes wide open, but my soul is eyes adrift. I am confined to isolation into one giant circumstance. I am homeschooled. I live in a nowhere town in the south with 750 people. I am hated by the few kids that are here and have no friends and no chance of love and live with only my mother and no siblings.
Because of this aloneness, I turn to all that I have for the closest thing to people communication (TV, Internet) and my only friends that live inside a screen and bring me some kind, and the only happiness I get from people.
I don't seek fame as a celebrity stalker, I don't want to be that. I have dreams and aspiration of a great healthy career and college, etc. But the further I am being pushed away from that and held back, and waiting, the move I am tempted, and changed in my personality, into throwing my life away on the only thing that makes me happy, because I cannot, or bear the pain to get to any kind of possible promise.  |
05-04-2006, 03:30 AM
| | Banned | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: where reality really DOES bite.
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Originally Posted by historygravity You know you don't want help. It's been offered time and time again and you always have an excuse. And you generally insult the people who have tried to help you.
This is neither spiritual nor philisophical. ( Nor amusing.) | An excuse? Quit looking at my problems as excuses and start looking at them as reasons.
I know its impossible to believe someone has a life this limited and horrible, but I do and thats why I can't get any real substantial help that will actually help me, and that's part of the reason why I do the things I do.
I don't insult you, you are insulting me right now with asserting im trying to be amusing. Deeper in the hole I dig. | | Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes |  Linear Mode | 
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