i understand, i don't really like getting stoned anymore but i remember when i used to thinking that when i go to uni and have to write papers weed will definately help. the way it effects my thought process & makes me more introspective & makes me think in a more analytical way, and just reveals depth to things that i might not otherwise see
i always kept this in mind - i will def start smoking when i have to do essays e.t.c

I used to take acid and talk to Angels.

I do weed mostly for recreation. Most of the writing/music I do while high is total crap, so I usually just sit around listening to music and/or hanging out with my stoning buddies. Most of the inspiration I do get from weed comes after the high is gone and I'm recalling the experience. I want to try mushrooms, and would try acid someday...i.e. hallucinogens. I'd do it for recreation, inspiration, and "fun", but would keep my mind open for some kind of spiritual experience. I think if I took some sort of drug expecting a "spiritual experience" I'd get let down. I smoked salvia extract once and it was a complete letdown...I was hoping it would blow my mind and throw me into some alternate dimension, but instead I just felt very stoned and ended up sleeping with some gross girl I barely knew.

I used to do heavy drugs for this reason , and I will tell you what! It never got me any spiritual closure. Drugs are not good for your soul I honestly believe this. It was a bad experience for me if you are at peace with yourself and found closure then the more power to you. With my experience being a total nightmare I will never try it again. Then again there is an old saying "Never say Never". I don't want to at least. Ugh