I can't stand being tied down, but I can't say no either.

Last night at the bar I was pursued by half a dozen different guys that I've had sex with at one time or another. I didn't want to hurt anybodies feelings, so I hung out with them all at various times, made out, then made excuses to escape so I could be with other guys.

All the time I was dealing with guys who wanted me, I saw a bunch of guys that would have liked to go after myself. One guy in particular was really hot and I heard later that he has a huge cock, so I'm cursing that missed opportunity.

I've never been a bathroom sex kind of guy, but I do like to put my hands down the back of a man's pants while we're talking and finger his ass. I had my hands in so many men's asses last night.

This was so exhausting, I ended up leaving the bar myself.

What followed, is the flukiest hook-up I've ever experienced.

The bar has these free condom & lube packets by the washrooms. Some guy got this lesbians ring stuck on his finger, so she went to get some lube to try and ease it off. Instead of letting the condom go to waste, she gave it to me as sort of a joke and I put it in my pocket and forgot about it.

Much later, waiting for the train, me and this semi-hot guy were eyeing each other.
Honestly, at that point I just wanted to go home and beat off thinking about the big cock guy. But as slutty as I am, I also enjoy playing the slut when I have no intention of being a slut and my only real goal is maybe inspiring a posting on the missed connections section of craigslist (which I check daily, but nobody has ever mentioned me as far as I know...not that I'd ever write back anyway).

At one point I was searching my pocket for my train ticket, and felt something I wasn't familiar with. I pulled it out to have a look, and it was the condom. I see it and panic a bit because I've just pulled a condom out on a busy train platform, so I quickly jam it back in my pocket.
But this guy already saw it, and figured it was my way of propositioning him. He came up, didn't mention the condom, but we had one of those faggy conversations were we talk about mundane shit like how it's taking long for the train to arrive, all the while grinning at each other like idiots, because we both know we're going to have our cocks in each others mouths and assholes pretty soon and that's the only reason we're talking.
So I went home with him and we fucked.

That was less than 12 hours ago, we fucked once last night and once this morning when we woke up.
I left, came home and have since jerked off again less than 20 minutes ago.

And I'm already horny again and looking forward to going out tonight and meeting more men.

i was a huge skank the other night. . .

at around 2:15am, after meeting up with friends and drinking at jumbos clown room i walked to my car and started driving home. after about 5 minutes of driving i noticed this italian guy in his suv smiling at me. so i rolled down my window and said hi at the red light. he said hi back and asked what i was doing. i told him i was driving home and asked if he wanted to park on the next street and "hang out" in my car for a few...he said okay and we both turned right onto melrose and parked. he got out his car and walked directly to the back passenger seat and opened the door. i climbed over the center divide into my back seat next to him. after smoking pot. he told me about his girlfriend and i went down on him. He was okay looking. cute, but not hot and his dick was average like 6 inches. we didn't kiss. i could feel his balls tensing up like he was about to cum so i stopped sucking and told him i was tired and needed to go home. he angrily jerked his pants up, swung open the door and walked to his car parked behind mine and drove off. i closed the back door and slid back into my front seat. i was glad i didn't let him cum in my mouth or in my new car. i drove home in silence.

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I wish I was gay. Being hetero and single and old is fucking rubbish.

maybe I'll just crawl back to my ex and live the rest of my life as a loveless misery. At least it would match the first half.

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love is from hell

None of that sounds remotely appealing to me, but it's nice that those who want it can get it? That's sweet.

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Time is the distance that you can't return by miles.

I escaped somehow. Let's go

actualy [sic] I have quite a blessed life if I'm honest. I have many people to love, hate few and have few money problem's [sic].... What more does a person need? Oh yeah and I have some kind of humbleness unlike you of course ^_^ ~ CarefulCarpenter

i'm the opposite

i just crave about 45 minutes vanilla sex about once a week, then maybe fall asleep watching so you think you can dance.

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
you'll never forget my face no more