And I don't know why I feel the need to make a thread about it. But it's absolutely horrible. And it was my fault. Cause I didn't latch the gate. Everybody thinks that their dog was the best, so i won't try to explain.
He was hit and I didn't even know till I went to find him. I'm soo soory murphy. I am soo fucking sorry. You deserved better and I am shit. I love you murphy. such a good boy. i';m soo sorry murphy.

Omg was murphy that beautiful dog you posted a picture of? ACK. That's awful. I'm sorry. I remember that my mom did something similar when I was kid and I was crushed. I felt guilty for not reminding her or being there to make sure my kitty was okay.

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The fresh heartbreak was, in a sense, like being in a foreign country; everything seemed alien, brilliant and glinting. It was as if I’d been flayed, so that even the air hurt. When you’re that unhappy, any glimmer of beauty or consolation feels like running into an old friend abroad, or seeing mountaintops through smog. Maybe we mistakenly think we want “happiness,” which we tend to picture in very vague, soft-focus terms, when what we really crave is the harder-edged intensity of experience.

i thought you meant murphy the sexy grrl here with the blue eyes

I am so sorry to hear about this. I don't know if I remember seeing pics of Murphy but anytime someone loses a pet it just sucks. Don't beat yourself up about it either, accidents happen.

Since there's really nothing I can say to console you though, I'll just try and change topics and leave this thread on a happy note. I would like to compliment you on your fine taste in signatures. I just asked Aphrodite for permission to use one of his posts for a sig in his big "quirky" thread. I want the "robert smith says I'm a baathist" one myself. I'm not kidding about this either, I asked for permission before I saw this thread.

was it a... brown... dog..?