I'm posting this in MH because I'm feeling weird and I'm not entirely sure I can deal with being sassed about this.
I'm pregnant. Last month I had a reckless fortnight of doing pretty much nothing but drinking and sleeping, and wound up with my on-off ****buddy and didn't ****ing make him wear a condom. I calculated my ovulation dates and figured we were safe, especially after I realised I was 3 days early in my sums and would be ovulating later than I thought originally, but I guess not. After a week and a half I started feeling a bit pre-menstrual in my lower belly, but figured I was just being paranoid and not to worry about it until I actually missed a period. Two days ago, four days after my period was due, I had to go get a prescription and while I was there I ended up just asking for a pregnancy test on the spot. Two lines came up almost straight away.
30 minutes later we'd done all of the referral forms and called the clinic (which is in the next town). I've never had any conflict about what I'd do if I got pregnant at this stage in my life (no money, no stability, still in uni, medicated to the eyeballs), but it's taking a while to sink in anyway and there's another 3 weeks to go before it's done.
I have some fantastically supportive friends, of those I've told. I just need to hear from people who've been there, or mama figures like Geek. I absolutely can't tell my own mother, and if my father found out it would be dreadful. I'm also somewhat scared of my new housemates finding out because one of them is a pro-life born again Christian.
We don't want your ****ing love.