I tried it once...and I barfed right away. Then I felt funny in the head..in a good way I guess, but it wasn't at all how I thought I would feel? My boy has been a junkie on and off for going on 10 years now (tho to be fair he's been in the off stage for over a year now..although he picks up occasionally) so maybe I just wasnt doing it right. ha.

in the town that I live, it is very easy to get. and not thru the weed dealers, in this case. junkies/dealers are way different than pot/dealers in this town. they are associates, but it is considered a step down to sell the smack.

nope. there is no difference at all. there is no legitimacy to scamming oxy or smack. it is a ****ed up way to imprison yrself. I know it's intriguing, but I wish i could show you the reality of how predictable and boring it really is.

well. robbie. i have tried it. i have tried just about every drug there is. i am not against using drugs. but, if you have gone this far without it. i really do not see the point. as far as drugs go that i have tried. this and weed are my least favorite.

and you seem to have a bit of a self destructive nature. or maybe it is an internet act. i was raised middle classed. around a bunch of kids who had parents who were prominent in their communities and who were given everything. all of my friends had everything. h and meth were the two drugs i have seen just rip people apart. and it is very sad. to see these beautiful young people with the world at their fingertips end up with nothing, in jail, or dead. me. i have been able to do these things. i have no sort of addictive personality. for the most part i have been pretty upbeat and have done things as experimental or mind and life experience expanding. i do not think when i was doing all of these things i had any demons chasing me. but, even i feel like if i were to start doing them now. i may not be so lucky as i was when i was younger. because i am not as greatful for my life i was then. lord after this year, i am a bit jaded. so, you seem a bit tortured to me. and i never see a good ending come out of people using drugs like h or meth and i guess crack. people who have these creative and tortured souls with little self worth. i could go and on about this. but, i will not. at the end of the day, we are just words on a screen. but, i think you are a great person. from what i have been given the opportunity to get to know about you. and i totally get the desire to try things you have never tried. and maybe it is me being more grown up and sounding more like my parents. but, h is really not worth it. in my opinion. i mean i still love drugs and all of the memories i have made while doing them.

yada yada yada. but, if you must try it. then, yes. most of the people i know who deal weed will be able to get you just about anything you want. or know who to be trusted to get it to you. if they have some moral objection to dealing junk. buy it only from people who you really trust. and do it with people who you really trust. and do not trust the junk *****s, okay?

yes

very easy