I'M LACKING OMG I'M LACKING OMG IT'S DARK OUTSIDE WITH NO END IN SIGHT OMG.

now then.

i'm not big on cake.

and drugs are bad, mmkay?

let's see here.

i guess.

well i guess.

exercise?

lol.

what about.

what about you guys who have those problems and you take melatonin supplements? what about that?

how is that working? how much does it cost?

DO NOT TELL ME TO BUY SAD LAMPS EITHER. OR I WILL JUST CATCH AN AIRPLANE (AND I WON'T MIND RIDING THAT AIRPLANE SINCE I GET ALL SUICIDAL IN THE DARK) AND JUST YOU KNOW. well to be frank. i'll just kick your ass. it's not really a problem.

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should i go on prozac for the winter?

that would be kinda funny.

i dunno who will prescribe it to me.

do you have to have someone mentally poke at you before they will prescribe you that?

bc i don't care for that sort of thing.

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this is my problem.
they need a WebMD pharmacy where you diagnose yourself then prescribe yourself some stuff.


I have just been sleeping 20 hours a day.
If you find a solution I would like to know it (no lamps).

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The greatest asset they all have is themselves. And yet does anybody promote that to them? Does anybody tell them that they are the greatest asset they have? Or are they steered to idol worship? Are they moved, are they motivated, are they inspired to look at the president or any politician as their only salvation? If they are, it's just a shame.

but omg if you do that, you will be awake at NIGHT TIME. AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.

maybe i should start getting up at 5:00 a.m.

i need to start getting up at sunrise and going to bed real early.

YES. yes yes.

okay. okay good.

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can we discuss in a srs manner how to get prozac tho?

what kind of um?

which kind of doctor do i go to?

which kind from the phone book?

which kind do i go to without having to tell someone i'm going to kill myself?

i don't want them putting me in any sort of a PROGRAM you know.

gawd.

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