it's horrible. my doctor put me on paxil when all i probably needed was a bit of counseling. that shit was fucked up and i swear that it took years after i stopped for my brain to go back to normal. hell, i even got a tiny check in the mail from the class action lawsuit over paxil. i hate that shit.

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Really? cause that stuff pretty much saved my life. I've been on it for 5 years and it's helped me come back from the point where pretty much nobody thought I'd get back to normality and be able to start over.
Then again, everyone reacts differently to different drugs, which is why lots of people have to try one or two before they find the right one.

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yeah, every drug is very different. it was seriously horrible for me. i didn't mind prozac, other than the perma happiness state i was in.

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Prozac made me so freaking manic.
Zoloft made me numb and horribly emotionless.
Cipramil was good but I plateaued too early and had to be taken off it because it was too dangerous to go on a higher dosage (I was pretty underweight at that time)

Good god I dread to think how many pills I've taken in my lifetime.

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really?
i take prozac in small doses.werks fine for me.

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