| you may not be a junkie now but that doesn't mean it is impossible for you to become one. a lot of people get addicted to pills from having a legitimate medical condition that warrants being prescribed opiates. just based on the way you are talking i can understand why a doctor would be hesitant to give you any narcotic meds. it's kind of a red flag that you are discussing oxy being snortable and injectable, even if you only learned that from a google search. you shouldn't "love" the oxy - that's a bad sign. people who can responsibly take those kind of medicines *appreciate* the incredible way they relieve pain, but don't love it. trust me, you really do not want to be addicted to that shit.
i know that may sound shitty to you, because if even if you are predisposed to getting addicted it doesn't make your pain any less real. that's why i recommended being as honest as possible with your doctor. if they suspect you are lying about anything, they will suspect you are lying about the pain, too. the scary thing about oxy is that when you have pain, sometimes your brain will make you think the pain is worse than it really is; the pain becomes a way to rationalize taking the drugs. i would honestly tell the doctor about the "recreational" drinking and pot smoking. if you are honest your doctor will trust and respect you more and be willing to discuss different solutions to your issues rather than just saying no when you ask for oxy and dismissing your complaints about pain. i know you said you have partied recreationally only, but you must realize that self-medicating with booze (with a liver condition?) and pot is not the answer to your health problems. that's not recreational. do not withhold information from your doctors and they will be able to help you better. granted, some doctors are assholes and it can be tempting to exaggerate or lie to make them hear you, but it's better to just switch to another doctor that listens and respects you enough to tell you what they are thinking.  | 
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