I think the truth really is that addicts and alcoholics relapse because they haven't been scared ****less enough.....YET. It's the "yet" part that always scares me.
What wall will you touch first? the one where you "get it??" or the one that you hit that causes your brains to splatter all over the place?
this is NO judgment thing Jo, it isn't. But if you are still suffering like this, yet walking out of programs, it's simple. you aren't scared ****less enough....yet.
I xoxo and support you no matter what. This is one ****ed-up disease and I hope you live through it.
and that's the truth.
as long as you're still alive, there is 100% hope that you can get sober.