srsly.
I can't remember a thing, I feel like shit.
Me and the bf went to a party, he wanted to go home, but I wanted to stay. I already drank too much wine and it kicked in when he was gone. I know I fell on my way home, I got a bruise on my chin,and a wound on my hand which is all red and hurting.
A year ago I had ghb in my drink and I kinda feel similar now, so maybe someone spiked my drink too, I dont know.
I just HATE this feeling, I could cry for real right now.
The bf is really nice about it, he knows I didnt want to get that drunk.
I also lost my wallet but I only had like 20 euro in it, and I allready cancelled my bank card, no money was missing.
I need to feel better, and I need to not ever get so drunk again.

I know how you feel. Got so drunk myself and made another huge mistake. I just don't know how to drink. I am very pissed offf with myself right now cos I was doing so good in my life and now I have prob fucked it. I am so embrassed and ashamed of myself. i am going to become a teetotaler cos all the bad situations in my life comes from me being off my face!

I know what it feels like, I've had my purse snatched from the table I was sitting at when I was drunk, it was a mess, had to change the locks and get a new debit card, new mobile, it was a nightmare

eeepppp i know this is a totally shit feeling? is it BAD that i think you probabs looked REALLY GOOD WHILE DOING IT because you were in amsterdam and it was down some probably really good cobbled streets and then you went into your GOOD looking apartment?
maybe not? but it does happen and I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER?

i know this feeling too. I'm usually fine drinking, but everytime I went out with this certain mate i'd suddenly go mental and end up in the nasty nasties. it turned out he was putting shots and shit in my drink when i wasnt looking, which explained a lot. he still refuses to acknowledge he has done it despite witnesses.