big fat insecurities thread

[Amity]

Post 'em.

I'm about to go to my first ballet class in about 10 years. I am so blatantly going to be the fattest one there. That is my current insecurity. I really like my body shape, but comparisons are inevitable.

[TheEmpress]

Lately I've been paranoid around everyone that I meet. Whenever meet someone new and shake their hand I feel like I can tell right then and there that they're deciding they don't like me. Whenever I leave a room I'm sure people are talking about me. I don't trust my friends anymore and I feel like everyone hates me even though I don't really have a reason to.

[pablita]

I'm getting increasingly concerned with my body. I've also never been a ballerina type, but I've kept it under control. For the past few months I haven't felt in control anymore so that definitely needs to change.

I don't like insecurities. Now that my body is incresingly becoming an insecurity it makes me feel rather weak, to be quite honest.

Even after all this time, I'm almost 24, I am still worried about social situations. It takes me so long to loosen up. I'm not sure what I am so insecure about. I actually just feel unable to talk, to open up, to be normal and easy going at first.

[a_little_devil]

Ive lost weight recently so I have some confidence back. My clothes always feel stupid and I compair myself to others all the time and I always feel fugly whenever I am out.

[Beatrice]

social skills of a lemon
i am too stupid, too glib, can never find the words

my physical appearance isn't something i worry about (although i am obviously a bundle of laughs!)