I have a massive guilt trip right now, I feel horrible for being so negative and sad all the time. Is it bad? I mean I really don't know how else to act.
See, I'm at odds with the world. I don't enjoy things most people do. I don't like working, specially when it's loser jobs. I don't have a partner, or life of my own, everything is really dissatisfying but is that a crime?? I feel like a horrible saddist murderer because I'm feeling dissatisfied with my life, and even though I got out everyday hoping for the best ultimately I return home discouraged. I just don't know what to do really and what is the source of this generall ill feeling.