i'll start.

i love you. i love you so much more than you love yourself it's fucking crucial. but i have to tell you something -- about the difference between you and me and the why of why i love you so much, and wsih to hell and heaven you'd wake up and be fair with yourself, before this compulsive and dishonest "scene" sucks you completely dry.

you're not crazy. You're just totally pissed off and you will remain that way until you figure out why, and what you are really pissed off about.

The fucking GOVERNMENT is not an illusion - it's a compulsive lie that continues repeating its bullshit until people are sucked in. and the Catholic religion is the same fucking way -- it's so full of lies that the smartest people (YOU) get squashed or else they get their own opinions sucked out. Guess how I know?

But you are your self -- you "are who you are" and you couldn't be squashed by that psychic domination that is catholicism. but they did make you hate yourself, and i see it and it hurts YOU way more than it hurts me. it hurts me though.

you're a fucking wandering slave and that sucks, and that's how the Imperialists of Rome have done things for such a long time...putting Jesus on the front to make it convincing.

The Catholic Religion is 666, it's e the antichrist and its power is to drive kind hearted people like you and me THE FUCK INSANE and that's what happened to you.

what a dirty trick, to sabotage the truly good hearted people of the world like you.

let me ask you this: what gives the police the authority to walk around as heavily armed as they do, terrorizing people by the mere suggestion that they have shown up? what the fuck gives them the right?

that is what is fucked up about Nazi Christians, their utter fucking hypocrisy and that's what makes you so pissed off. i have just thought about it more deeply because i love you. if it came down to me having to END SOMEONE to protect you, do you know why i would do it, cops or no cops?

no. you don't know and that's what catholicism is. it's a slick scam designed to get people to substitute GUILT for l-o-v-e and that is what fucked out your mind. because you have that sanity that comes from the heart. do you really know why you are pissed off, why people love you?