so anyway i'm having a proper low. it happens. i feel like shit and i want to die

it' all so calm this time though, i just cry quietly and go on about my business.. yeah i've been crying pretty constantly for about a week now. it;s funny in like... tesco. oh my god i just don't have the energy anymore.

i think i need a doctor. but he'll just give me pills i don't want pills.

it's all so shit and it'll never not be.

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said thanks for the insults and compliments
you'll never forget my face no more

Awww Lexy, it's fucking balls to hear that you're having a hard time

Doctors and pills aren't my thing either, so I know how you feel when it comes ot that one. Fuck that.

Things will look up sooner or later though, don't worry You can always PM me if you'd like.

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So I'm watching as his wings spread as wide as could be
Come on now and wrap them around me

my only advice... alcohol + blasting amy winehouse.

then move onto some other mans dick to distract you from the real world.

don't worry, lots of us would rather eat arsenic than have to go into grocery stores, but it's kind of something that must be done along with all that other seemingly pointless shit in life

so.. i... ALWAYS.. keep a bottle neaaarr

this sounds like a good idea, but i think i'd need to blast something else.

i'm having some issues lately and i just want to crawl in bed with a bottle of wine. it fucking sucks. i don't like pills or doctors, and the times i've tried counseling weren't pleasant. the first person i went to slowly started inserting jesus into our sessions and the second person was concerned by the fact that i'm gay and in a long-term monogamous relationship.

can't we all pitch in and buy a secluded island somewhere?

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Raise the dead on your turntable.

Have you been out partying heaps? I get a comedown period like this too usually. Right now I feel like dying too. For no real reason.