The drugs don't work!

I've been dosed so many times and it has had an effect on my weight and my mind and I'm tired of it. I mean, obviously there isn't a magic pill to cure me so am I gonna have to feel like death itself for the rest of my life?

have you tried medical pot? it works for me!

i quit anti-d's like a few months ago, and feel better.

Counselling will help. People underestimate the good of talking things through can do.
Having a good group of friends and family around to bring you out of your shell and help you smile more will see back to your old self in no time.
Maybe you could try joining a class like yoga or spin to help make you feel accomplished.
At least when you're physcially tired you don't have time to dwell.
Hope you feel better soon.

take a million photos of you
then publish them in a book called "i am a nob head" and see if u make any money

do you have some specific reasons for your depression (i.e. worries, relationships etc.) or it's just a feeling you do not have an explanation for?
I ve been struggling through depression for years until I discovered that ANY feeling is telling us something from the deepest part within ourselves: perhaps you're not happy about certain things in your life, or you deal with them the wrong way... try to "embrace" depression and learn from it, or at least try to understand its message, of course you don't have to feed it but to heal it. let your feeling express themselves through writing, arts, cry freely and try to spend more time in touch with nature.
comedy movies help too .. and working on the changes that would make you feel better.
hugs!