I feel ginormously depressed. I want to get stoned and no one is around. I havent got high in years.

If I thought i could finish a bottle i'd go out and buy liquor. But knowing me, I wouldnt be able to finish one cup. Besides, I think drinking alone would make me feel more depressed.

I feel like I am everyone's temporary solution. Like am only useful until people figure out what they want to do with their life or until someone else comes along to fill the hole that was inside them-----the hole that they tried to clog up with me. Then they heal and throw me away. I am tired of being inside everyones garbage can.

I wish I weren't here anymore.

first step: don't allow yourself to be treated that way. you can change this situation.

stick around, this mood will pass, i promise you that.

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oh yea, don't do drugs or drink. the drugs dont work, they just make it worse - true that is

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wish i could offer some words of wisdom.
but alas im a depressed individual myself about 85 percent of the time.
im fighting off a potential spell this very minute.
i think the best thing i can offer is to say keep yourself occupied and try not to think too much.

I, too, am very depressed

Today at work i got lectured for an hour and a half because i "do too much work". Basically I got yelled at because (and they would never admit this) I do so much that it makes my supervisor look bad because she never does anything. She just yelled and yelled and I started crying. I don't deserve that shit

Then I get a letter in the mail saying there is an overdraft charge of $30 on my checking account because some company I have never heard of charge a hundred and something dollars to my account the day before payday, and now I can't find anything out on this company or how they got my checking information. When I google it, it just comes up with testimonials from people about how they had to change their checking account numbers because this random company kept deducting money from their accounts. I don't know what to do because I won't be able to get into a bank until Monday and I can't afford to lose almost $200 because I recently had $100 stolen from me at work (and they refuse to fire the girl they know did it.they said they would rather not deal with it) and I am broke anyway.
I got a $9000 bill from my school for the first trimester of classes and I am already broke beyond a joke.
Not even being high feels good

Sorry if this was supposed to me a "poor me" thread, I am turning it into a thread of comiseration.

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The greatest asset they all have is themselves. And yet does anybody promote that to them? Does anybody tell them that they are the greatest asset they have? Or are they steered to idol worship? Are they moved, are they motivated, are they inspired to look at the president or any politician as their only salvation? If they are, it's just a shame.