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08-08-2008, 09:24 PM
| | Magically Delicious | | Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: New York
Posts: 86
| | depressed :( I feel ginormously depressed. I want to get stoned and no one is around. I havent got high in years.
If I thought i could finish a bottle i'd go out and buy liquor. But knowing me, I wouldnt be able to finish one cup. Besides, I think drinking alone would make me feel more depressed.
I feel like I am everyone's temporary solution. Like am only useful until people figure out what they want to do with their life or until someone else comes along to fill the hole that was inside them-----the hole that they tried to clog up with me. Then they heal and throw me away. I am tired of being inside everyones garbage can.
I wish I weren't here anymore. | 
08-08-2008, 09:30 PM
|  | Registered Addict | | Join Date: May 2006
Posts: 1,092
| | | first step: don't allow yourself to be treated that way. you can change this situation.
stick around, this mood will pass, i promise you that. | 
08-08-2008, 09:34 PM
|  | Registered Addict | | Join Date: May 2006
Posts: 1,092
| | | oh yea, don't do drugs or drink. the drugs dont work, they just make it worse - true that is | 
08-08-2008, 09:37 PM
|  | chanel meth pipe. | | Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: 7th ring of hell?
Posts: 1,557
| | | wish i could offer some words of wisdom.
but alas im a depressed individual myself about 85 percent of the time.
im fighting off a potential spell this very minute.
i think the best thing i can offer is to say keep yourself occupied and try not to think too much.
__________________ if you dont believe youre dying then i wont tell you that youre dying but do you not believe youre dying just because it gets you down? | 
08-08-2008, 09:38 PM
|  | kitschy minger | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: the medusa cascade
Posts: 4,066
| | I, too, am very depressed
Today at work i got lectured for an hour and a half because i "do too much work". Basically I got yelled at because (and they would never admit this) I do so much that it makes my supervisor look bad because she never does anything. She just yelled and yelled and I started crying. I don't deserve that shit
Then I get a letter in the mail saying there is an overdraft charge of $30 on my checking account because some company I have never heard of charge a hundred and something dollars to my account the day before payday, and now I can't find anything out on this company or how they got my checking information. When I google it, it just comes up with testimonials from people about how they had to change their checking account numbers because this random company kept deducting money from their accounts. I don't know what to do because I won't be able to get into a bank until Monday and I can't afford to lose almost $200 because I recently had $100 stolen from me at work (and they refuse to fire the girl they know did it.they said they would rather not deal with it) and I am broke anyway.
I got a $9000 bill from my school for the first trimester of classes and I am already broke beyond a joke.
Not even being high feels good
Sorry if this was supposed to me a "poor me" thread, I am turning it into a thread of comiseration. 
__________________ "the painkillers are better even than high fashion and good coffee." - barkstonwill | 
08-08-2008, 09:43 PM
|  | chanel meth pipe. | | Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: 7th ring of hell?
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| | | dithy you should dispute that transaction and more than likely the money will be returned to your account.
ive had to do that before.
__________________ if you dont believe youre dying then i wont tell you that youre dying but do you not believe youre dying just because it gets you down? | 
08-08-2008, 09:44 PM
|  | Registered Addict | | Join Date: May 2006
Posts: 1,092
| | | nothin wrong with self pity. it does you good.
if it's CLINICAL DEPRESSION as opposed to FELLING PISSED OFF, get some anti deps for short term use, or if you're NO NO NO NO NEVER about that, try some St John's Wort.
they DO help in the short term cos they give you a kick to feel strong enough to cope with & sort out the shit that's making you low.
yeah, you can always PM me if you want to anytime - that's to everyone on this thread btw | 
08-08-2008, 09:47 PM
|  | kitschy minger | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: the medusa cascade
Posts: 4,066
| | Quote:
Originally Posted by shitty weave dithy you should dispute that transaction and more than likely the money will be returned to your account.
ive had to do that before. | will i need some kind of proof? will they just believe me, that i didn't just wrecklessly charge something?
__________________ "the painkillers are better even than high fashion and good coffee." - barkstonwill | 
08-08-2008, 09:51 PM
|  | chanel meth pipe. | | Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: 7th ring of hell?
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| | | nope they dont ask for any sort of proof. atleast washington mutual doesnt. you should be able to just dispute it and it only takes like five days.
__________________ if you dont believe youre dying then i wont tell you that youre dying but do you not believe youre dying just because it gets you down? | 
08-08-2008, 09:53 PM
|  | kitschy minger | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: the medusa cascade
Posts: 4,066
| | | will they give back the overdraft charge too?
__________________ "the painkillers are better even than high fashion and good coffee." - barkstonwill | 
08-08-2008, 09:58 PM
| | Magically Delicious | | Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: New York
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| | Quote:
Originally Posted by Abscess first step: don't allow yourself to be treated that way. you can change this situation.
stick around, this mood will pass, i promise you that. | Thanks. I know the mood will pass. I just wish i had someone to pass it with. Sometimes you just feel like shit and all you need is to get out of your house. I just have no where to go.
I havent let myself be treated badly. I think the fact that I speak up against the way I have been treated makes people think they have the right to behave the way they are----people dont want to be wrong and they want you to let them be "right" or suffer the consequence.
I just feel like everything keeps getting worse since october. October was when the first cookie crumbled and it has been one bad thing after another. Now I just feel like I am expecting bad things because I cant stand the thought of something else bad happening without expecting it. Part of me thinks my current thoughts of being someone's " temporary hole filler" is just in my head but the other part of me thinks that it keeps happening one after another so it's only logical that it will happen again. My boyfriend is all I have left and the current chain of events with the people in my life makes me think he will be next. I also hate the he is the only one I can go to when i feel crappy. I dont want my current depression/paranoia to affect him. i am not like this on a daily basis. Just tonight it is really bad. | 
08-08-2008, 10:05 PM
|  | chanel meth pipe. | | Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: 7th ring of hell?
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| | Quote:
Originally Posted by Dithyrambic will they give back the overdraft charge too? | sure will. mine was also an overdraft dispute type thingy.
__________________ if you dont believe youre dying then i wont tell you that youre dying but do you not believe youre dying just because it gets you down? | 
08-09-2008, 12:44 AM
| | Registered Member | | Join Date: Jul 2008
Posts: 1,476
| | Quote:
Originally Posted by Angelglo23 I feel ginormously depressed. I want to get stoned and no one is around. I havent got high in years.
If I thought i could finish a bottle i'd go out and buy liquor. But knowing me, I wouldnt be able to finish one cup. Besides, I think drinking alone would make me feel more depressed.
I feel like I am everyone's temporary solution. Like am only useful until people figure out what they want to do with their life or until someone else comes along to fill the hole that was inside them-----the hole that they tried to clog up with me. Then they heal and throw me away. I am tired of being inside everyones garbage can.
I wish I weren't here anymore. |
are you one of those life voyeurs? secondary characters? | 
09-09-2008, 07:25 PM
|  | kitschy minger | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: the medusa cascade
Posts: 4,066
| | Quote:
Originally Posted by shitty weave dithy you should dispute that transaction and more than likely the money will be returned to your account.
ive had to do that before. | totally off topic but:
the same company charged me again. for nothing
and now i have to dispute this charge too????
i told them it was going to happen again
what am i supposed to do now?
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09-09-2008, 07:29 PM
| | Anxious | | Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: South of England
Posts: 80
| | | dispute them all then get a new bank acct. close it before they do it again.
just think how wonderful you really are. think of one time when somebody said how much they loved you. Now, if they thought that just one time, then it means you're wrong about the way you feel. | 
09-09-2008, 07:38 PM
|  | kitschy minger | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: the medusa cascade
Posts: 4,066
| | | they WONT GIVE ME A NEW BANK ACCOUNT!!!
they wont let me change my account number, i already asked
__________________ "the painkillers are better even than high fashion and good coffee." - barkstonwill | 
09-09-2008, 07:41 PM
|  | < :3 )~~~ | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Canafuckinda
Posts: 4,726
| | | I would smoke you on one if I could.
__________________ I'm filed up with aggression
Want to smash your television
Saturday night you watch TV
SATURDAY NIGHT DOES NOTHING FOR ME | 
09-10-2008, 12:27 AM
| | Karmi Tose | | Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: The Left Coast
Posts: 499
| | | Depression I would like to reccomend pot but dont want to encourage drugs on this board. Its just that that is what cured my depression. Instead of toking I would give it time. We all have stuff come up in our day to day lives that makes us down once in awhile.
Like for instance when I did all those favors for C.Lows people only to get the shaft all cause I didnt have texting and those my space creeps Jason T and Kasey Katz. Youll get over it though even harships like money. I wouldnt go the booze or pill route, instead wake up every day and tell yourself you are a good person, a beautiful person and that today is going to be the first day of the rest of your life.
Smile! | 
09-10-2008, 12:45 AM
|  | bedroom revolutionary | | Join Date: May 2007 Location: under neon loneliness
Posts: 5,769
| | | If you know the horrendous mood will pass, try and do something nice for yourself to help it go away quicker? I usually have a long bubblebath, read in bed, or knit in front of trashy TV. Obviously everyone's feeling-better solutions will be different, though. Good luck!
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