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07-14-2008, 06:33 AM
|  | I'm the hot one. | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Dying 100 times
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| | | So this is becoming quite a concern for me I'm fairly used to living in my own world, I love to zone out completely. which is all good and fine, because life is quite boring and I don't know where I'd be without my imagination.
however I'm really noticing lately that when I attempt to return to reality, my 'delusion' mode seems to kick in with avengeance even moreso when I'm outside than when I'm locked in my room blasting music. Isn't it meant to be the opposite?
It's sort of like the banality of outside drives me even further down the rabbit hole.
It manifests in quite bizarre situations, like where i'll have one of those brief conversations with people that is answered with a lot of 'yes', 'no' and grunts. But then when they're gone i'll proceed to have a 30 minute hypothetical conversation with that person inside my head.
It feels so strange to give off the impression of being a mute retard, yet in my mind I'm incredibly charismatic.
If I wasn't on accutane I'd just get drunk all the time.
y'all know what I'm saying?
I'd get a blog, but the only place people ever replied to my entrances was on VampireFreaks. | 
07-14-2008, 06:39 AM
|  | gonna give it 35% | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: noodlebox
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| | | i used to be the same (extremely recently, even) but lately, and god knows why, i've just been saying whatever and running my mouth like all those charismatic conversations that you have in your head, and believe me, that's worse.
grunts and stuff are nice. i don't like to give too much.
and lol at vampirefreaks, i still have one of them somewhere.
__________________ Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling. -ktlr | 
07-14-2008, 06:40 AM
|  | garnish w/ parsley | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Alaska 261
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| | | if you'd just get drunk all the time and stop taking those stupid meds, you wouldn't be worrying about retarded shit like this.
fairytale la la land 4 lyfe.
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07-14-2008, 06:41 AM
|  | garnish w/ parsley | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: Alaska 261
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| | | also you shouldn't really be leaving the house in the first place.
that is an activity best left to the feeble minded.
__________________ In hard economic times, everyone is looking to cut down the cost of groceries, so eating my own ejaculate certainly helps. To think, I've been wasting good food in tissues and toilet paper for 20+ years. | 
07-14-2008, 06:42 AM
|  | gonna give it 35% | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: noodlebox
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| | ohhey, i found my vampire freaks, its shameful. SucK at Vampirefreaks.com
__________________ Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling. -ktlr | 
07-14-2008, 07:21 AM
|  | Registered Member | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: South East England
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| | | I have a similar thing really when it comes to talking to myself. When I go outside I sometimes come out with words as I talk to myself in my head.
Live journal is good for blogs.
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07-14-2008, 07:43 AM
|  | be still, cody | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: port-au-patois
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| | | well me too ruth, and clotty's booze solution is the answer. la la land and reality mingle agreeably.
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07-14-2008, 07:48 AM
|  | mendacious | | Join Date: Sep 2007
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| | Quote:
Originally Posted by rosieholic i've just been saying whatever and running my mouth like all those charismatic conversations that you have in your head, and believe me, that's worse. | you do realise what charismatic actually means, don't you?
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07-14-2008, 07:50 AM
|  | irreplaceable | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: eden
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| | Quote:
Originally Posted by clotty also you shouldn't really be leaving the house in the first place.
that is an activity best left to the feeble minded. | personally i agreee w/ this
as well as um can't you drink on accutane anyway?
i always did when i took it
of course i also tend to think that my body had lots of bad side effects due to taking the shit such as joint problems but i honestly don't even remember even being told not to drink w/ it?
i just remember it being such a huge deal that i couldnt get pregnant that i just stopped having sex altogether
but just be glad you're not a girl then and you don't have to worry about that
its been a long time since i've even had the oppurtunity to say that | 
07-14-2008, 08:43 AM
|  | gonna give it 35% | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: noodlebox
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| | Quote:
Originally Posted by vulgaris you do realise what charismatic actually means, don't you? | mmmhm, im no good at explaining myself.
i just tried, but it made no sense, so i won't bother.
__________________ Maybe you could send him like a coat hanger or soup mix in the mail with a post it-
"when you paint with your eyes closed, you never become picasso, you just become an ironic narcissist with uncomfortable shades".
Throwing people off is thrilling. -ktlr | 
07-14-2008, 11:27 AM
|  | sugar britches | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: here. in my head
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| | | what exactly is acutane?
and i just don't understand you being so shy. you are so intelligent, creative, and talented. and did i mention how attractive you are???? somebody like you really shouldn't give a fuck what people think of you. you have so many good things to offer the world around you. but, i am kind of glad you are that way. it gives us more time with you here.
see. i am the total opposite. i am overly social around people while working. i kind of go and get inside my head while i am jogging. then, i don't want to talk to anyone while i am at home. except all you folks.
but, i must admit, i do daydream a lot. and i used to sleep alot so i could dream. but that is because i moved back to a smaller town. | 
07-14-2008, 12:36 PM
|  | Job Hand | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: burbs, UK
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| | | Oh Ruthy, baby, you gotta focus. FOCUS. Life will zip by in an flash and I truely mean that. Sometimes, when I go mental, nothing will help me and eventually the mental thing burns out like a candle and I am back to normal. Time heals all is so true for me when I am ill.
But for you - I can totally relate to what you are saying. I have been there and all I can say is you'll look back in 10 years at what you thought and lived thru this day and laugh: then suffer an emmense nervous breakdown as usual!
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07-17-2008, 08:27 PM
|  | communist daughter | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: chaos, constant, forever
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| | | i agree with kesh and clotty
i just have to go into a walmart to remind myself of this.
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07-18-2008, 08:09 PM
|  | duh! | | Join Date: May 2006 Location: Sao Paulo
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| | | That happened to me because I worked in a small office without being in touch with people, and then I didnīt work for months and when I started working with a large amount of people it was very very difficult to adapt, but when you make an effort after a while you just start getting used to it. | 
08-02-2008, 09:15 AM
|  | WTF | | Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: MelbourneMagistrates'Court
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| | | i only answer questions with swear words or yeah or no. most of the time i'm wishing whoever is talking would stfu and fuck off. then i think i should make more of an effort with people, but they just give me the shits.
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08-02-2008, 09:49 AM
|  | My name is my Credit Card | | Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Popular
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| | | I'd like to write a part two but I might just shut my mouth and keep things to myself
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