Beatrice: Sure I guess it's still a possibility, well at least as long as he's still around. But I just think it sounds unlikely to happen.
Donno if I'm being stupidly pessimistic or stupidly realistic here.
I don't think optimism is stupid, btw.
sundaydress: lol. I actually thought about that too. I mean I'm trying to put some order in my messed up life the best I can, but since it feels so annoying in the end, then why not just get back into my old habits, put on some sexy dress and go ring at his door with a bottle of champagne, using as an excuse that we have to celebrate his departure.
Wait I just remembered that I was supposed to stop acting like a weirdo.
Lauren: I will certainly be completely unable to stop myself from asking him if I run into him in the neighborhood, anyway.
lol at this thread turning as if I originally posted it in the "love & relationships" forum.
thanx guys